Guest guest Posted May 24, 2004 Report Share Posted May 24, 2004 Tonight I go back to work after 3 months of being off due to the severity of my last set of MS symptoms. I've talked to my boss and basically, my job description will be changed. Instead of supervisor, I will switching roles with my lead hand and become responsible only for product and not carry the burden of the whole shift. I told him that all the committee work I did before ( we are trying to get our company ready to make products with American FDA standards and that took up 6 hours a week of my own time. I don't know yet how I feel. I've been having dreams about being on the outside and not being accepted again for what I was. A productive member of the team. The dream ends terribly where because I was not the same person to come back I go "mad" More than "mad" I go start cutting myself until I hit an artery and die... while I am at work. In September I am to see 2 physiologists to see which one I can work with because the last one I had 4 years ago was a disaster. I am so worried I've been awake since 2 am today and all I do is repeat the dream in my mind. I didn't realize that going back to work would be scary. The burning sensation, it will not go away.It seems stronger and stronger, every day.The pain, it is intense.This illness, doesn't make any sense. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Snr_Branches_Exchange/Canadams@... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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