For Jill- Re: CINDY

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Hi Jill,

Thanks for the smile!

I'm feeling worse right now. I just increased the dosage a week and a half ago

and I guess that's how I'm supposed to be feeling. I've also been doing the low

carb/high fat diet for a month or so with no positive results there yet. I'm

soooo exhausted most of the time.

I'm addicted to FOOD. But I have my cravings under control most of the time.

My current weakness is the fresh muffins made at the local health food store. I

would avoid the store all together if I could, but there are certain things that

I can only get there. Oh well. I have decreased my visits there anyway and

really try to avoid looking in the area where they keep them. LOL It's really

hard though, cause when you walk in the bakery smells sooooo good.

Men? I was in a 30 year marriage and just got divorced last November. I am

still friends with my ex. He wants to get back together. Right now, I want to

try to take care of myself. I had become a doormat unintentionally. I want to

make sure I can handle a relationship before going into another one. Then I

wonder if I will ever be able to. I'm 49 and crave touch. Touch is important

for all of us and since my husband was a long haul trucker I didn't get much of

that.

Anyway, Thank you for your post. I appreciate it.

Hugs,

H

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> I tried in the past the Gui supplements and had a good reaction to them.

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> Of course, I had mint cravings with it - how silly is it - just tell me I

can't have something and then that's all I can think about.

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> Oh, well, an addict is an addict is an addict. Right now it's colas and candy

- but I found out what is blocking me - the kids in my Dissociative system are

afraid that we will lose weight and get involved with a man again - lots of " NOT

SAFE " issues, lots of fears, lots of mind talk about how evil men are and I am

and just a lot of having to squelch it or try to ignore it.

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> I need to leave soon to walk in this cooler weather today and get the younger

ones balloons to play with - I don't play much mostly study, work, watch movies,

fall asleep at weird times, and get a bit of housework done. I stayed up

overnight watching movies - saw a pretty good vampire one too - I'd made a

promise to myself that I would see any and all vamp and wolf man movies and

books - don't know why I like them.

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> Jill in TX

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