Re: to Aubrey Re: Re: Losing job? - venting long

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Aubrey

 It is not always an easy trip with stills and almost never is it the way we

dreamed or wanted life to be. It is still nothing more then a major change in

life better then what some could be and yet yes some could be better but most

could leave us in a lot worse shape also.

 

I do know that no matter how many doctors and specialist I saw in my home town

and state no one could come up with any thing tell I went out of state. I do

believe had I not done that I could still be possibly fighting for a DX to this

day almost 10 years later because of how they were doing things back when and

yet all of them were left scratching there heads test after test. But as I said

even after a DX my RA doctor back then still would not accept the DX at all

because he had not done it himself. Then even here in Califnow I still ran into

problems at times. so being it is some thing you can not test for but can only

test for what it is not tell your left with the possibilities of what it now

could be as you have ruled out so much it is not that’s what’s hard as many

still want a hard that’s it no ifs ands or buts. As for the work deal I

believe in when on door is closed others are opened up for you but we have to be

also open to seeing them

be it now or down the road.

 

If you go back threw my post just this month and last you will run across one

that is a bit of how and what I dealt with to get were I am to day. It was not

always an easy ride let me tell you and at one point I almost did not make it

any father but I survived and now I am glad I have. I still have to deal with

things at times but that is life but my story in a nut shell went from the

American dream to the nightmare from hell with any and every thing that could go

bad did to a mix of good and bad to now a life filled with real love peace and

acceptance for the most part of a life with stills not against stills and a new

light at the end of the tunnel only this time it is not a train coming to run me

down in a wreak!

 Hugs 

 

The redneck

Marty G.