Re: *Ingrid*

[Guest guest]

Ingrid,

Thanks for the positive note. I can't get myself to be positive. If

you can try to advoid being obsessed. It has gotten me no where but

heartache and pain. I just found out that if my tubes are blocked I'm not

going to be able to afford to go have it done again. So I guess I will be

done if that happens. I'll be so angry and upset it will be unreal. I

can't say enough how sick I am of this stuff. I have to go through all this

crap and my husband doesn't even realize what the heck I'm actually doing or

what I'm going through. He says he does but there is no way he can. I

think the only way I can be positive is to be told that there is a garantee

eventually i'll be pregnant and keep it. I just can't see if happen and I

can't feel it in my heart. Wish I was as positive as you.

>

>Reply-To: TubalLigationReversal

>To: TubalLigationReversal

>Subject: *Misty*

>Date: Fri, 28 Dec 2001 18:34:58 -0000

>

>I hear you perfectly clear. I know I would feel the same way! My dh

>and I are not like we used to be. I think I will have to use an opk

>to know the right time because we would probably miss it. I think we

>do the baby dance twice a week! I think we will be ttc more often

>after the surgery, but if I were in your shoes, I would get sick of

>it too. I know it is hard for you because it sounds like your husband

>wants a baby so much. There really isn't anything you can do except

>your best. Sounds to me like you are doing everything possible! I

>hope that you can take your mind off of it somehow, but look at me! I

>am obsessed with this whole thing. I couldn't even sleep last night I

>was so excited. At least you know your not alone. Misty, if I don't

>get pg right away, I will be so devistated! You are doing fine. Hang

>in there girlfriend! I looked for your pictures and your album is

>empty. Wish I knew who I was talking to so put a picture in there

>when you get a free moment! LOL Here's to ya, I just know it is going

>to happen! Prayers and {{{Hugs}}}

>Ingrid

>

DH 27

Misty 30

DS Ricky 10

DD Shelby 8

TL 8-27-93 done by a surgeon dumb enough to listen to me *lol*

TR 12-18-00 - Dr. Levin

6cm left 6cm right

Baby Fenton (Angel in Heaven)

_________________________________________________________________

Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp.