Guest guest Posted February 23, 2010 Report Share Posted February 23, 2010 I am so tired of all the you-know-what my family is dealing with right now. I just don't know what to do. I won't get into all of it, but financial troubles top the list, followed closely by the fact that I can't find an LLMD close to me that accepts my insurance! Not to mention the daily struggles of just having Lyme and living in a house with 5 people (all with suspected Lyme) and all of us being completely intolerant of noises and smells and just each other... I mean, it's not bad 24/7, but it's enough that I'm just not sure how much more I can take! The money stuff is one thing - I mean I don't know what I'm going to do, but there's not much I can do at this point. But not having a doctor is really bothering me. And I can't afford to go to even San Diego (5 hour drive from Las Vegas) to see the doctor I'd like to see. I need someone in town that takes my insurance. I found a gal, and she's even a pediatrician too, but she doesn't think I have Lyme. I had a IND 34 and a + 41 on Igenex - and on the lab sheet Igenex says it's negative, so she's going with that. I even took her the 150 Lyme symptom list, with about 120 checked and she still says I don't have Lyme. Whatever. She's totally IDSA - doesn't believe in chronic Lyme. But, she's supposed to be getting some training through ILADS soon. I keep hoping she'll change her mind so that I can have a doctor my hubby and I can see AND my kids can see. Ya'll send out good thoughts, prayers and energy to that, ok? :-) I just can't seem to get my hormones perfect so that I can deal with this stuff! LOL! I try and try, but Lyme keeps bogging me down and keeping everything out of balance. I'm so much better than I was, but still not to where I consistently feel good - it's a day to day, usually hour to hour type of thing. Very frustrating! I am frozen most of the time just not knowing what to do next... Sorry... I just don't have anyone I can talk to about any of this. My friends/family don't care... and those that do care, don't understand... I'm just glad I have a place to vent... I don't even care if anyone responds... I know someone will say a prayer or send some good thoughts my way... that's what I do for you guys! :-) Love ya'll! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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