Why can't I do anything? Get anything done, even enjoyable stuff...

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Why can't I get anything done? Why can't I do anything? Even stuff I used to

enjoy doing like arts and crafts? I can't mop my floor, clean, do what needs to

be done or what I want to do.

I cannot do but bare minimum daily essentials. I cannot clean for the life of

me. I am just minimal with personal hygiene. I used to care about my looks and

now I can't.

I read somewhere that dopamine is mostly made in the brainstem. Yes it is made

throughout the brain but mostly in the brainstem. I don't know if this is true.

But maybe that explains why there is no motivation if there is no working sense

of " reward for something done " that normal non-CM people have.

I cannot understand what it is that prevents me from accomplishing something. Is

it physical? Is it mental, like depression? Is it a combination? I just can't

stand living like this. I used to be so clean, organized and cared about my home

and my appearance. I used to do projects. Now it doesn't go beyond the thought

of doing something, and missing how I used to be.

Does anyone know what is happening in the brainstem from CM, RO, cranial

settling? Not symptoms but what damage is happening to us.