FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!

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During all this testing and junk, I am trying on my own, to be as compliant with

my doctor's as I possibly can, but at what point do you just run down the hall

screaming ???? I sought out and went to a shrink on my own, hoping that he

could help me not go insane with all this! I have been on Topamax for prob. 3

maybe 4 years now, and it even says on my script label " TAKE AT BEDTIME " HE told

me that I should be taking it in the morning, NOT at bedtime, and that it is the

Topamax that is making me have the insomnia...WHAT????? I take Rozerum as it is,

and it only helps 1/3 of the time. My nerves are so shot right now!! I asked

for just 3-4 days worth of valum, or xanax, SOMETHING to help me get through

this trip to Chicago (about a 9 1/2 hour drive for us, was to short notice to

get an Angel flight)I don't travel well when I feel good, not to mention the

MRI... well my family doc gave me 1 5mg. val. FOR the MRI, but that was it! Oh

and the patch for carsickness. I swear they all have me so screwed up!!

I would love to know how those of you on Topamax, take it... my dose is 100mg

QHS

I talk to some people who get pain meds and anti anxiety meds practically THROWN

at them like it is no big deal, and I can't even seem to get just a little

something for a few days of some proven and undeniable stress.... Is not like I

am a junkie, or ask for this all the time.... I love my family doc, don't get me

wrong, but geeshhhhhhhh

FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!