Guest guest Posted June 10, 1999 Report Share Posted June 10, 1999 Well good grief! I deleted most of my message..... I am really in a deep funk tonight.I have had to make another dr. appt with a new one because of the soreness and swelling of my collar bones.... I went to see my psyciatrist yesterday and ...get this.... He says " Are you still feeling like you may kill yourself " I said well that could be an option I guess " He then says do you think you will act on those feelings? I said I don't know........now this part really got me.....He said....If you do act on them...will you call 911.....LOL........Yeah right!!!! DUH!!! Well anyway I just needed to vent a little.....feeling so depressed tonight, and you guys are the only people in the world who understand. I want my old life back....the one where...I couldn't wait for the day to begin because I had so many neat things I wanted to do....sculpt, paint gourmet cooking....etc etc. My children raised and now time for me and.....BAM! " I don't think so!!!! " I went back to college...got my degree in graphic design (no small task for an old lady) and it was all for nothing.....that tends to piss me off at life in general! Chiari/sryingomyelia SUCKS! All I feel like doing now is lying in bed with the remote in my hand! Thanks for being here for me... Hugs, Judy Marie ------------------------------------------------------------------------ eGroups.com home: /group/chiari - Simplifying group communications Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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