My dad

[Guest guest]

HI

My dear dear Father went threw a surgery that didnt went well

and he is unconsius now

if he will return to life

he will not be able to use the toilet

he will use ... never mind

i suffer thinink of my strong dad

who was a judge, lawyer, proffesor, now so hopless

i feel sad and i want him to die cause i have a wonderful story

about death

i tried to do the work about the thought:

" my dad suffers "

is that true?

right now mybe not cause he is sleeping under drugs

can i know when i look at him in any other moment that at that exact

moment he suffers?

no, maybe at that moment he is calm

i look at his face and i tell the story that he suffers

how do i react?

I suffer

i feel sad

i am restless

i neet to rescue him from the pain and i dont know how

i miss the strong dad i used to have

i feel that he is so hopless and it makes me feel not safe

is that thought brings stress or peace?

stress

who would i be?

happy

feeling that i am not helpless cause i can help him in what i can

gratitued

see it something usuall like: sit stand walk being breathed by a

machine

i could feel safe in the world

i could feel powerfull

i could not feel sorry for him, and give him the gift of " loving

what is "

i would feel bond with god and not saparation

TA

I suffers

yes, i do when i have the thought that my dad suffers

he doesnt suffer

, please make my day and call me

hearing your voice might chear me up

my mobile is:

972-52-3333026