Note to self..blue xanax is way too much!

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Mille was so manic for two days and nothing was calming her down.

When she wanted to bathe and go out at midnight, I knew I had to do

something.

I always carry xanax because my husband can tell just from my voice

when i might be losing it. I use half of the weakest dose, and I

calm down in 15 minutes and then want to take a nap.

I had a few of Jim's, as well, because it helps if he starts getting

asthma. Little did I know his were actually 4 times what I take.

I had to get Millie relaxed or we were going to do hand to hand

combat.

Well, the warm water and the sedative did the trick!

I had to physically drag her into her bed, and she didn't move until

this a.m.

i knew not to give her ativan, which the hockey puck doctor had given

her previously, and I had no idea Jim's tabs were much differnt than

mine, so Millie is going to have a restful day.

Jim is going to look at the wheelchair now, and Millie is excited she

might get to go more places. if i can take my camera, and Millie can

be belted in, there are losts of county parks with boardwalks for

Millie to go on.

No outings today.

Millie's regular physician sent us some Razadyne controlled release

samples, and I think the constant release it was kept her so manic.

we are in the donut hold and the Razadyne was $355. Nother note to

self, skip the controlled release! Reg razadyne is a deal at any

price.

So, if my mistakes help any of y'all, then we are proud to make the

sacrifice. Millie took one for the team.

If Millie wants to sleep until next year, I am not going to argue.

Hope you guys have a decent day! This is going to be a day of rest.

Carol