Guest guest Posted September 25, 2001 Report Share Posted September 25, 2001 Thanks, I'm trying but I just can't think positive. I know I have been pregnant once but that doesn't mean that it will ever happen again. I'm not trying for years for a second pregnancy. I'm getting close to my year anniversary of my TR 3 more months and it's been a year. Pretty depressing. I know i'm fighting depression every month. Especially when I lost my little one. I can't put myself through it every month for long. It makes me so angry and hateful towards my family sometimes, my moods get so terrible! Anyway I better get going for now. thanks for listening 26 Misty 30 Ricky 9 Shelby 8 TL 8-27-93 done by a surgeon dumb enough to listen to me *lol* TR 12-18-00 - Dr. Levin Baby Fenton (Angel in Heaven) >From: Raisnkidz3@... >Reply-To: TubalLigationReversal >To: TubalLigationReversal >Subject: Misty >Date: Tue, 25 Sep 2001 12:07:45 -0000 > >The only thing keeping me sane at this point is that if it were Gods >will for me to be pg this month it would have been. Other than that i >am a basket case. Im tired of trying to fit ttc (IUI)into my dhs' >schedule. I really think i struggle with some type of depression and >i have been thinking for a long time of going to the doc for it, but >i am afraid it will put a damper on ttc and i don't want to prolong >it any longer than i need to. So keep your chin up and have faith >that it will happen in His time. At least you have the knowledge that >you KNOW you can conceive. It happened once. Just give it a little >more time. (Harder done than said i know). I will keep you in my >prayers. >amy > _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 25, 2001 Report Share Posted September 25, 2001 Misty, My heart aches for you. I too know the pain of miscarriage. I have suffered 4 in my lifetime. One was in my 4th month. You carry with you an emptiness for a long time. It really helped me to try not to push it aside. Give yourself time to heal the emotional wounds of your miscarriage. But also try not to allow yourself to feel like a failure. You are not a failure! You HAVE managed to bring forth a new life - however brief. And just because you have suffered one miscarriage does not mean it will happen again. Maybe stepping back from TTC is what you need right now. I'm not saying you should give up - just don't make it your #1 priority in life right now. You are young and you have alot of years ahead of you. When I cried over the fact that I had wasted my money because I wasn't PG...DH pulled me into his arms and gave me a big hug and said this to me " Darling, I love the woman you are. We took a chance with the TR and if it works it will only be the cherry on top. If it doesn't....I'll still have the sundae! " Do me a favor, Please? Get a tablet and pen and sit down. Draw 2 columns on the paper. On 1 side list all the things that are hurting you right now. And yes, on the 2nd column list all the blessings you have in your life right now. I hope your blessings surprise you!! I for one have the blessing of a Sister like you who can share my pain and frustrations in this book of TTC. Thank you Misty. You are a blessing to me. Mandy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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