Guest guest Posted July 25, 2006 Report Share Posted July 25, 2006 I was suppose to go for my first day of work today I didn't sleep all night I was too fearful I felt that it is too much for me And I cannot handle it So as the clock rang this morning I turn him off And went back to sleep I woke up latter on feeling guilty depressed and hopeless I will never find a job!!!!! So what is the truth of it: I am not suppose to work Or Me not working is an outcome of my fears I am confused , I want to do the work with you on skype on that issue I am confused about the one liner. If you have a little time from your work Just to say hi, please call me: 972-2-3333026 Any of you who wants to give me a call Be my guest I feel in a dead end, T Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 28, 2006 Report Share Posted July 28, 2006 good idea.. I see you as a lovable people person. not into desk jobs.. love, roslyn-- - In Loving-what-is , Tami wrote: > > Dear R > I was fearful not cause I was afraid to fail > I was hoping to fail and not to get the job > I was afraid I will suffer there for 2 hours > > About the coffee shop job > I am working on it > > But something good came out of this thing > I realized that I am not graphic designer, > Cause it causes me too much stress > If you would tell me to simply be with people > Smile to them and get a pay check for that > I wouldn't have any problem doing that > So I am going to do graphologic test to identify my qualification > And I will attend to jobs that are more sutable to me > > T > > -- Re: work > > I cant say for sure.. but maybe your putting too much stress > around succeeding at a job.. > Maybe if you went to work with no end result in mind.. just > show up and see what happens.. > why didnt you sleep what was your fear?... > mine is of failing.. whatever happened to the job at a coffee shop.. I > thought that would be a great job for you. > > sounds to me as if there is stress for you on working and also > on not working but working you get a pay check.. > Would they let you try again i wonder? maybe they would.. . > WE are always harder on ourselves. > love, roslyn > > -- In Loving-what-is , Tami <tamar_fa@> wrote: > > > > I was suppose to go for my first day of work today > > I didn't sleep all night I was too fearful I felt that it is too > much for me > > And I cannot handle it > > So as the clock rang this morning I turn him off > > And went back to sleep > > I woke up latter on feeling guilty depressed and hopeless > > I will never find a job!!!!! > > > > So what is the truth of it: > > > > I am not suppose to work > > > > Or > > > > Me not working is an outcome of my fears > > > > I am confused > > > > , I want to do the work with you on skype on that issue > > I am confused about the one liner. > > > > If you have a little time from your work > > Just to say hi, please call me: > > 972-2-3333026 > > > > Any of you who wants to give me a call > > Be my guest > > > > I feel in a dead end, T > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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