my crummy client

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E is a crummy client..

yes , absolutly no sometimes she is asleep.

how do i feel..

like i should not of agreed to work 60 hours a week because

no one else wants to work there..

i guess that is the one that bothers me.. i shoudlnt of agreed to

work so many hours..

is that true.. well i did seemed like a good idea at the time.

even though they had offered me another client..

my boss was going to discontinue this clients service because

she cant get anyone to work there..

And she agreed to keep her only because i agreed to work 60

hours.. AM i nuts or what.. ?????

another one to question..

Im nuts.. well that is true ..

i shouldnt work 60 hours..

no i am starting next week

how do i feel.. im dreading it already.

I think next week i will be saying what was i thinking..

im in the past and future..

I realize what a nut she is.. and oh thats a projection.. oh well..

Im already thinking about how i will tell her she can only be

outside 15 minutes because it is getting hot.. and i already

imagine getting in a fight with her..

and im thinking how demanding and what a crab she can be..

im thinking of all the negatives of the job..

Without the thought.. i guess i could just see what happens.. maybe

do the work. .. at work..

i should work 60 hours..

i will be and i will make more money.

I would work at home also..

I will appreciate time off.

i should be doing the work 60 hours..

the whole time i am there..

my boss said she is mentally draining on people and i think she is..

but i think the work and having that knowledge is helping me..

although she is annoying .. i am annoying.. yeah.. i guess that is one

of the reasons i stay there.. i think if i get another client.. they

might not like me.. oh still looking for LAA.. I know this one hates

me and i dont mind..

I guess she is a good client for doing the work..

and because i dont mind she complains about me.. she loves to complain

and i love to complain about her..

mary says we are good for each other.. we give each other something to

complain about.. so true..

If i go crazy next week.. i will have a lot to do the work on..

i have worked 60 hours.. before.. so i know i can live through it..

but if someone gets sick.. it will be bad.. because no one else will

work there..

maybe she will die.. maybe her son will fire us..

i guess i should take one day at a time..

today is my day off.. better enjoy it..

roslyn