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Last night I went dancing with my boyfriend who is a dancer.

This guy dances with all his heart and soul.

When he dances he is so free with his movements and he cares less

About what other people think of him.

He can dance like a " gay man " with his ass outside.

And he falls on the floor

I believe that he could win the first price at improvisation

Anyway, I sit and watch him.

Like the rest of the pub - everyone are looking at him

Cause he is so provocative in his dancing - this is how it looks like

But he is just dancing with all his heart and soul

I felt so embarrassed - everyone are looking at him

Some are laughing, some just observing

Most people must believe that he takes drugs, and he is not

He is a free spirit as he dance

Than he comes to me to take me with him and I am thinking:

Oh my god, I cannot handle all the attention, so I refuse to dance with him

And for me it is a good opportunity to experience being provoked even though

that it is not personal

Than we went the another pub where the music was better for me

So I did dance with him and it was fun.

Even one guy came to him and asked him if I am his lover cause he thought

that I am attractive.

So I feel provoked by his dancing

And I am taking it in and observing my thoughts:

" what people must think of him, what do they think of me,

If I will dance with him they will think a,b,b of me " - insane

T

-- Re:Rose

Isthisatheoreticalconceptor an experience?

N0by

--- In Loving-what-is@yahoogrouis " nne " mwille@...wrote:

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>

>Noone can provoke me.

>

> I provoke me.

>

> Love, nne

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T,

What I hear is that you provoked you. How can it be ? He just

asks a question: Dance with me?

And I can't believe you didn't go out there and dance with him! LOL!

You LOVE attention, remember?

Love, nne

> Last night I went dancing with my boyfriend who is a dancer.

> This guy dances with all his heart and soul.

> When he dances he is so free with his movements and he cares less

> About what other people think of him.

> He can dance like a " gay man " with his ass outside.

> And he falls on the floor

> I believe that he could win the first price at improvisation

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and that is just another concept until it is experienced....

nne wrote: It is reality.

Love, nne

> Is this a theoretical concept or an experience?

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> n0by

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> ....

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> > No one can provoke me.

> >

> > I provoke me.

> >

> > Love, nne

> >

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Thank you for adding that. It is an experience. And that sentence got

chopped off of my message for some reason.

How are you of the great northern world?

Love, nne

> and that is just another concept until it is experienced....

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> nne wrote: It is reality.

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> Love, nne

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> > Is this a theoretical concept or an experience?

> >

> > n0by

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> > ....

> > >

> > > No one can provoke me.

> > >

> > > I provoke me.

> > >

> > > Love, nne

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I am wonderful nne, thanks for asking. Just about to head out into the

'great White North' for a long walk with my canine friend, Duke. Snow is

falling and outside my window I see a winter wonderland! Delicious!

Cheers,

nne wrote:

Thank you for adding that. It is an experience. And that sentence got

chopped off of my message for some reason.

How are you of the great northern world?

Love, nne

> and that is just another concept until it is experienced....

>

> nne wrote: It is reality.

>

> Love, nne

>

> > Is this a theoretical concept or an experience?

> >

> > n0by

> >

> >

> > ....

> > >

> > > No one can provoke me.

> > >

> > > I provoke me.

> > >

> > > Love, nne

> > >

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Awesome. :)

>

> Last night I went dancing with my boyfriend who is a dancer.

> This guy dances with all his heart and soul.

> When he dances he is so free with his movements and he cares less

> About what other people think of him.

> He can dance like a " gay man " with his ass outside.

> And he falls on the floor

> I believe that he could win the first price at improvisation

>

> Anyway, I sit and watch him.

> Like the rest of the pub - everyone are looking at him

> Cause he is so provocative in his dancing - this is how it looks like

> But he is just dancing with all his heart and soul

>

> I felt so embarrassed - everyone are looking at him

> Some are laughing, some just observing

> Most people must believe that he takes drugs, and he is not

> He is a free spirit as he dance

>

> Than he comes to me to take me with him and I am thinking:

> Oh my god, I cannot handle all the attention, so I refuse to dance

with him

> And for me it is a good opportunity to experience being provoked

even though

> that it is not personal

>

> Than we went the another pub where the music was better for me

> So I did dance with him and it was fun.

> Even one guy came to him and asked him if I am his lover cause he

thought

> that I am attractive.

>

> So I feel provoked by his dancing

> And I am taking it in and observing my thoughts:

> " what people must think of him, what do they think of me,

> If I will dance with him they will think a,b,b of me " - insane

>

> T

>

> -- Re:Rose

>

> Isthisatheoreticalconceptor an experience?

>

> N0by

>

> --- In Loving-what-is@yahoogrouis " nne " mwille@...:

> .....

> >

> >Noone can provoke me.

> >

> > I provoke me.

> >

> > Love, nne

> >

>

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He didn't provoke me.

I provoked myself with my thoughts about his bold dancing.

He is an amazing dancer, so creative with his unexpected moves.

He can do splits on the dance floor, jump on the loudspeaker.

Trust me, I am shy compared to him.

And I just watch him, feel embarrassed sometimes.

And I don't want him to restrain himself cause he loves to dance.

I am hopping that one day I could be as free as him on the dance floor.

He also perform in a religious dance group.

Here is a number, he is the dancer on the right side.

(there is a part where one of the dancer is running to the audience - that

is my !)

Enjoy:

http://www.dorvador.co.il/videos/flvplayer.swf?file=bneisimha.flv

T

-- Re:Rose

T,

WhatIhearisthatyouprovokedyou.Howcanit be ? He just

Asks a question: Dance with me?

And I can't believe you didn't go out there and dance with him! LOL!

You LOVE attention, remember?

Love, nne

> Last night I went dancing with my boyfriend who is a dancer.

> This guy dances with all his heart and soul.

> When he dances he is so free with his movements and he cares less

> About what other people think of him.

> He can dance like a " gay man " with his ass outside.

> And he falls on the floor

> I believe that he could win the first price at improvisation

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feels like, looks like...

do you welcome provocations, as long you can handle them?

What about those provocations, 'you' can't handle anymore?

n0by

.....

> Cause he is so provocative in his dancing -

.....

> Than he comes to me to take me with him and I am thinking:

> Oh my god, I cannot handle all the attention, so I refuse to dance

with him

> And for me it is a good opportunity to experience being provoked .....

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Good question

Whether I can handle the provocation or not

Here it comes again, without me being prepered

So I may as well welcome it anyway

Tomorrow we are going dancing again

And I look forward to that

I hope that my mind will not give a hard time

T

-- Re: Rose

Feels like, looks like...

do you welcome provocations, as long you can handle them?

What about those provocations, 'you' can't handle anymore?

n0by

......

> Cause he is so provocative in his dancing -

......

> Than he comes to me to take me with him and I am thinking:

> Oh my god, I cannot handle all the attention, so I refuse to dance

with him

> And for me it is a good opportunity to experience being provoked .....

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hey leonie,

it's been a lot of different aspects why i withdrew from her. we

just don't match anylonger and there is now way to talk about it. so

it's natural for me to move on.

love rose

> Hi Rose, I guess the heart transplant changed things for you and

your friend - not sure if that's good or bad but I hope you can come

to terms with it. It's an aspect I hadn't thought of - I suppose

relationships are bound to change when people's personality changes.

>

> Best,

> Leonie

>

> Re: Rose - Thoughts ~ the heart's code

>

>

> Yes Leonie, I know what you are talking about. I have read about

it,

> I have heard about it, and there is some stuff on the internet

about

> it. I have a friend, which has had a heart transplant. I would

> suppose she's got the heart of an Asian person, she moves

> differently now. But I withdrew from her, so I cannot say

anything

> more about it, at least not at the moment. One never knows, as

life

> is continous change.

>

> Love, Rose

>

> ps: to all the others, i know there are postings open, to be

> responded from my end. I will come back to them!

>

> > Hi Rose, This is very interesting and made me think ... I saw

a

> documentary the other night about heart transplant patients -

they

> took on the personality of the donor, because it was discovered

that

> the heart had a little " mind " of it's own.

> >

> > Thanks,

> > Leonie

> >>

> > Your vibration radiates!

> >

> > The Heart's Code talks about the re-recognition that your

heart

> has

> > intelligence and that it actually communicates to every other

> heart--

>

> [...]

>

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Dear Leonie,

can you say the same with different words again, or can you express

it somehow different?

I meet the limits of understanding English here, and just don't

understand what you've said.

Would you do me this favour, please?

Love Rose

> Yeah Rose....why can't we just let the woman be human with picking

her every move to bits !

>

> Leonie

>

> Re: Understanding Kt's Facelift

>

>

> i haven't followed the whole thread.

>

> so maybe this is just repetition.

>

> here my two cents.

>

> when i do a makeup for my face, i simply do it for the joy and

cause

> i like do design and like esthetics.

> i like to play with the colors, i like to choose the colors of

my

> cloths, it's simply joy and an expression of who and what i am.

> maybe it's with kt as simple as that. from what she's wearing, i

> perceive that she, too has a joy in designing...

>

> love, rose

>

> > I can't speak for , but here are some possibilities...

> >

> > 1. Curiosity and Joy... Maybe she did it for the sheer

curiosity

> and

> > joy of it. Many of us choose possessions and experiences that

are

> > beyond what we need, not out of insecurity or vanity, but for

the

> > sake of pleasure.

> >

> > 2. The " Why not? " Factor... If her daughter or others

recommended

> it,

> > why not? It's something new to try and experience. Personally,

> I've

> > been sensing the " Why not? " Factor more in my life. When

there's

> > nothing to fear, why not try something new?

> >

> > Personally, I find that these are (maybe the only) two major

> stress-

> > free ways to do anything.

> >

> >

> >

> > >

> > > I am reading Kt's new book (which has opened me up

incredibly)

> and

> > am

> > > now on Chapter 15. In it she says, " When you have what you

want-

> > when

> > > you are what you want-there's no impulse to seek anything

> outside

> > > yourself. Seeking is the movement away from the awareness

that

> > your

> > > life is already complete, just as it is. "

> > >

> > > There's more, but that's the general idea. I feel a deep

> resonance

> > with

> > > this... but also wondered what the motivation was for her

> getting a

> > > face lift.

> > >

> > > And yet, if Kt did NOT get a face lift to " feel better about

> > herself, "

> > > then why? Is it equivalent to that which motivates us to do

> > anything?

> > > Why is " face lift " different than say, making a sandwich? Is

it

> > just a

> > > judgment call to say that getting a face lift is somehow

about

> > > insecurity or vanity?

> > >

> >

>

>

>

>

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