's face is morphing into that of my 'enemies'

June 4, 2006

For awhile, when I would do a worksheet, I'd see sitting on a

couch (that's how I first saw her in a video) and she'd say things

like 'Now let's begin the surgery love.' Or 'Let's investigate that

thought.' I even had a time when I 'saw' many of you out in the

audience, and so felt your support during a surgery.

Lately what's coming to me is I'll have done, or be about to do a

worksheet on someone, usually a coworker, and I find myself looking

at on the couch, only it's the face of my 'enemy.' But it's

too. And there's sometimes almost a bit of horror at this at

first, but that goes away quickly. And sometimes a big grin will

cross my face, or a laugh at the absurdity of it all.

Another way I'll be with my enemy is;

I'll be meditating on my 'foe' and suddenly see them at my table.

My table is, well, it's where everyone is. I'll be thinking about

this person I'm upset at, and suddenly they're sitting across from

me, and I know without a doubt I have placed a card with their name

on it at that place where they're sitting. And I realize I invited

them to share my table/life. And this knowing just shakes my beliefs

up, and usually eventually again I see so much humor in it.

Everyone is/has been invited to my table. And all experiences. It's

where I feast on life. If I've even felt a connection with you in

here, I know you're at my table. I've planned the dish, I've

prepared it, and I'm feasting on it. It is all so rich, I can't eat

it all at once. That is what I've created eternity for.

, sometimes you give me indigestion. But that's okay. Tami, you

are a delicious sweet treat. Roslyn, you are a dish that when I

taste you, I find myself calm, relaxed breath, and warm feeling

inside. Andy, you too. Everyone I will ever meet is already at this

table.

Here, let me pull out this chair for you. Yes, see the card? It has

your name on it. I have saved a special place just for you, and I am

so glad to have you with me. Thank you for letting me dine on your

exquisiteness.

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