Inviting my fears to dive in with me

[Guest guest]

I was floating around in the pool of WHAT IS, and decided to invite

all my fears to dive in with me. In dove;

not only will I not lose weight next year, I'll gain weight

I'll never get any books or articles published

I'll forget anything valuable

I'll always struggle with money

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not all my fears will jump in

I'll resist what is

They kept coming and coming, and I just kept saying yes, kept feeling

any resistance. Kept breathing.

At one point I put up a diving board for them, and a lounge chair with

a table and cool drink for whichever one wanted it. I let the fears

know they could leave the lights on, or just have the lights in the

'water' on, or turn em all off.

A few times I did the NEO 'come on' movement with my fingers.

A few times I said 'more please.'

All kinds of bodily resistance happened, that was okay. Okay even if

it happened for all of eternity.

Yeah, it's all invited. Everything, even fear.

Come on and join us. Dive in. Do a belly flop.

Bathing suits optional.