About PTS

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Hi Group,

Thanks for all your responses to my email on this horrible nightmare I

have been experiencing with Hormones raging. My doctor has had me on

antidepressants since 1995 and I had my tubal litigation in 1993. I had been

drinking beer and more beer not knowing what was the matter with me. Over the

years they have added bi-polar medication to combat the mood swings saying

that I am bi-polar, I think thats odd because I never was before. I kept

telling them that its my hormones. Nope it cant be. My periods come on time.

I am ovulating. Because I can feel it every month. I get the mucus and the

pain when the egg comes down. But now I have found a doctor that believes me

so now I go to get the blood test this friday. The week before my period I am

crawling out of my skin which is a new feature just added a few years ago. I

hate myself, cant live with myself, want to die, ect. as the years go by its

just getting worse and worse. For me I believe a tubal reversal will help so

much. Its just the money. Every time I get something set aside something

happens. I go one step forward only to go two steps backward. I feel as

though this is consuming my every thought. Is everyone feeling this way? I

have two dogs that are my babies now. They really dont quite fill that

emptiness if you know what I mean. Well anyway. I will try to be more

cheerful when I write. Its just that I never write unless I am about to go

down for the count. But I am here, always reading your posts, watching you

laugh and share your joy and sadness. I never know what to say.

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