Berlin - the full story / What can I DO ?

[Guest guest]

Dear Tami,

I would like to know how " your Berlin " ended!

Before my journey I read everything you wrote when you were in

Berlin. Then I was abroad for about two weeks - so I didn´t read

the posts during that time.

Thus I lost the thread of your full Berlin event ...

So would you mind telling me?

(I see that you are back in Israel.)

You say that you´re still loving ... but you don´t suffer as

much as before.

Interesting! Congratulation! (Sounds pretty less stressful ?!)

By the way: This is what I experienced lately in my life :

1) I " lost the moon " concerning relationships (i.e.I definitely

stopped looking for one once and for all)

and

2) I noticed how much I still enjoy LAA !!!

ad 2) I noticed on my latest trip that I liked those people who

were kind and nice and seemed to be interested in me more

than those who did not. Oh well ...... for instance I made smart

remarks and those who laughed and liked what I said ... oh, I

loved those people !!!

So I must admit that I´m still in love with getting LAA !!!

God, I am so disappointed !!!!!

Shall I do the work?

You said that you stopped seeking for other people to love you

(And that was the way to get to love yourself)!

But you still desire being together with or you´re looking for a

relationship with another man.

Well, that´s kind of the opposite of my story! (Funny!)

You asked: Can I do anything about it?????

As some of us keep to recall " We don´t decide/We are not the

doer. " I have to answer: " No! "

No, I can´t do anything about it.

I have no control of when the thing will let go of me. Right ???

Love,

Rosemarie