Guest guest Posted April 3, 2006 Report Share Posted April 3, 2006 MAry .. you asked us to do the work on the work. And write back by last friday. I wont post all of it.. but i figured out i want the work to heal me of my depression , and self hate and rejection. And to want to be healed is rejecting the now. AS long as i want to be healed I have self hate. Tamis email was helpful when she wrote grief is God. And happiness is not higher .. Still when i read others work it seems they do end up happier and than i am doing the work for a motive and expectation other than to just know the truth. All my life i have thought i should be better. And its stressful cant change a white flower to red SO this is an old story. thanks for the suggestion. love, roslyn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2006 Report Share Posted April 4, 2006 i want the work to heal me of > my depression , and self hate and rejection. > And to want to be healed is rejecting the now. > AS long as i want to be healed I have self hate. Roslyn, Thank you. Your words are helping me cuz I was feeling lost in the darkness, and they are pointing me towards the light. I want so to not be bothered by how others are. I want to be other than I am. And as long as I want to be different than I am, there is self hate. Wow, I didn't realize this before. We're like , bless her heart. We too were stuck in bed, and now we're hearing the voice that's saying 'get up, get moving,' and our movement is creating a wave of some sort. I am glad we're on this journey together my friend. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2006 Report Share Posted April 4, 2006 STeve you wrote.. You asked Tami: " Wouldnt you prefer to be less depressed and not on > pills. ? " > > That would be just fine if it were possible, but it is not possible > for everyone.- -I know its not possible for everyone because it isnt possible for me. but im still not going the pill route. I wrote wouldnt you prefer to be less depressed and not on pills because i do know some people who reach that level with the work i havent Im not saying im better just against psych pills You could say i was brainwashed by Scientology literature but it has been an observation of mine that they dont work. I guess we all do the best we can and that is taking or not taking pills. And if you are taking them to argue with that is probably worse. i suppose. and i should get in my own business as usual. love , roslyn - In Loving-what-is , " Steve D " wrote: > > dear r, > > You asked Tami: " Wouldnt you prefer to be less depressed and not on > pills. ? " > > That would be just fine if it were possible, but it is not possible > for everyone. > > Also, you said: " ISnt a pill stopping the genuine feeling? " > > r: In my experience there are no genuine feelings. Every feeling is > caused by a thought and their purpose is to distract us from reality. > > Love, Steve D. > > > > > > > > > > R > > > > > > Pill = god too > > > > > > I am much less depressed since I started to take pills. > > > > > > All way are equal without a stressful story! > > > > > > -- work on the work > > > > > > MAry .. you asked us to do the work on the work. > > > And write back by last friday. > > > I wont post all of it.. but i figured out i want the work to heal > > me of > > > my depression , and self hate and rejection. > > > And to want to be healed is rejecting the now. > > > AS long as i want to be healed I have self hate. > > > Tamis email was helpful when she wrote grief is God. And > happiness is > > > not higher .. > > > Still when i read others work it seems they do end up happier and > than > > > i am doing the work for a motive and expectation other than to > just > > know > > > the truth. > > > All my life i have thought i should be better. And its stressful > > > cant change a white flower to red > > > SO this is an old story. thanks for the suggestion. > > > love, roslyn > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 7, 2006 Report Share Posted April 7, 2006 Maybe he wasn't there UNTIL you saw him. > It was funny because i sensed he was there before i saw him. > I might go back. > > love, roslyn > > > > > -- In Loving-what-is , " " <lukn4frnz@> wrote: > > > > i want the work to heal me of > > > my depression , and self hate and rejection. > > > And to want to be healed is rejecting the now. > > > AS long as i want to be healed I have self hate. > > > > > > Roslyn, > > > > Thank you. Your words are helping me cuz I was feeling lost in the > > darkness, and they are pointing me towards the light. > > > > I want so to not be bothered by how others are. I want to be other than > > I am. And as long as I want to be different than I am, there is self > > hate. Wow, I didn't realize this before. > > > > We're like , bless her heart. We too were stuck in bed, and now > > we're hearing the voice that's saying 'get up, get moving,' and our > > movement is creating a wave of some sort. > > > > I am glad we're on this journey together my friend. > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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