Guest guest Posted March 17, 2006 Report Share Posted March 17, 2006 J I just got your message that you where fried from your band??? I don't know if it makes you feel any better but I want to be your music-groopy You need to buy a mike Call me on skype Than play for me music If you want you and me can expend and do an " open concert " By inviting other people on skype to hear you play What do you say? Love you, your groopy, T > Dear , > > Didn't get my hands on the computer the last days, now I found I > still had a mail ready for you. > > Here it is, enjoy! > > So what I hear is that you felt not-being-good-enough, until you > found out that's not the reason for you being in that band anymore. > > And how would you feel, if they actually DID throw you out, because > their take is that you are not good enough? > > How do you feel towards the group? > > And what you worte about that rock buisness... Do you think it may be > worth filling out a jyn-worksheet about it? > > Love, > > > Am 12.03.2006 um 17:00 schrieb jmknapp74@...: > > > In a message dated 3/11/2006 5:58:33 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, > > olli_26@... Writes: > > > > Dear , > > > > where is it, that the pain kicks in? > > ***well, until I talked w/ Danny last night and got it all > > straightened out, > > the pain came from a feeling/thought/belief of not being good > > enough. Not > > having that 'whatever' that made me valuable, and I felt disposable > > and > > 'disposed-of'. > > > > we talked last night, and I found out that they are not looking to > > replace > > me w/ anyone else, Danny just wants to be the only guitarist in the > > band. Now > > that could provoke a lot of stories about arrogance and self- > > aggrandizement, > > but it doesn't. I feel just fine about the whole thing. > > > > thank you for asking me, > > > > > > > > > > > > I am asking, because it doesn't sound like it's a " they made the > > wrong choice " . Do you feel they made a mistake you wish to correct, > > or is it... > > what is that, wich makes you feel uneasy, ? > > > > Love, > > > > > > Am 11.03.2006 um 22:48 schrieb jmknapp74@...: > > > >> I got fired from my band today. They were very gracious and > >> polite about > >> it, and it still hurts. > >> > >> I shouldn't have gotten fired. > >> IIT? No. > >> > >> HOW DO I REACT? When they told me, I reacted w/ complete > >> equanimity and > >> understanding. I told them to relax, that it was totally fine w/ > >> me. Inside I > >> felt embarrassed and humiliated because in general they told me > >> I'm not good > >> enough to be in the band. I hate that they will be taking my > >> guitar tracks > >> off of our recordings. I feel like a loser, a failure. It feels > >> like another > >> opportunity lost, and another proof that I don't have what it > >> takes to > >> 'succeed'. These feelings are familiar to me. I don't want to > >> tell R about this. > >> > >> WHO WOULD I BE W/OUT THIS BELIEF? Indifferent. Possibly happy > >> and looking > >> forward to what life brings my way next. Laughing about it > >> because I am > >> completely aware that I wasn't up to par with the other guys in > >> the band. They > >> are pros and I'm an amateur. Not pinning the meaning 'failure' on > >> to it. > >> not taking it too seriously. > >> > >> TA's. > >> > >> I should've gotten fired. Apparently yes. > >> > >> I didn't get fired. ??? > >> > >> my thinking shouldn't fire me. Yes. it's my thoughts that are > >> painful. > >> very harsh and critical and always watching my every move w/ a > >> microscope, > >> punishing me when I screw up. > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> Danny makes me feel like a loser = I make me feel like a loser = > >> my thinking > >> makes me feel like a loser. > >> > >> hm. > >> > >> > >> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed] > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> Yahoo! Groups Links > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ___________________________________________________________ > > Telefonate ohne weitere Kosten vom PC zum PC: http:// > > messenger.yahoo.de > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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