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I know just what you mean. I just have this feeling of nothingness, it makes

the depression so much more, I never used to feel like this at all!

Frannie

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I know...the feeling alone is depressing. then when my dh asks me what is

wrong, and I say " nothing " he thinks I just don't want to talk about it.

Sometimes that is the case, but most times it is just like nothing is really

wrong...but I just feel empty. I did notice, and I hope this isn't too graphic

for anyone - that immediately following the tr the day we got home, I was

feeling so much more " romantic " than I have in probably a couple of years! I

don't know if it was a combination of the feeling of being complete gain and the

fact that Dr. Levin said no BD for 3 weeks, or what...but that has been an

issue. Before the tubal, I had never had a problem, but my sex drive went way

down following it. I had started amitriptyline to prevent migraines at night

about 6 months after the tubal, and it is a small dose antidepressant that helps

to prevent migraines...it made my sex drive even worse. So, after a few months,

I flushed them down the toilet! I am hoping that things will slowly get back

closer to what I was normally, but I guess we won't know for a while!! For now,

I am just thankful to God to be fertile and complete again.

((((((((((((hugs!!!))))))))))))

Hart - 32

DH Jon - 37

DD Arianne - 14

DD a - 6

DS - 3

TL - 6/16/98

TR - 6/4/01 ~ Dr. Levin

8 cm right side ~ 9 cm left side

For

I know just what you mean. I just have this feeling of nothingness, it makes

the depression so much more, I never used to feel like this at all!

Frannie