House, Garage and car issues 8( - Help

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Help!

I don't know where to turn or what to do. I feel too darned sick to

be dealing but I figure I must try. I have a house, garage and car

that I don't dare go near but I don't know exacly what is going on

there. I can't afford to keep paying for it all if I want to have

any hope of affording even a tiny rental to live in. I have been so

sick for so long and I didn't know why. Now everything has

snowballed.

Financially I'm trapped between a mortgage and the fact that a lot

of my resources are tied up in equity and the contents of my house,

never mind all the personal things that are there. My health and the

health of others is a major concern to me, so I figure I have to get

the information to deal with this situation. But who do I trust and

how do I proceed at this point? I want to make decisions based on

understanding and facts rather than fear or defeatism.

I have important help in the form of a temporary roof over my head

and some basic errands run for me by friends but nobody is going to

deal with my personal affairs for me. What little family I have that

could help has written me off as crazy, Telling me things like " You

just need to build some tolerance and go outside and exercise. " WRT

my MCS and fatigue -or- " This is all psychosomatic. You need to see

a shrink. " . Guess what? I saw two shrinks and a social worker who

all believe I'm genuinely ill. OOps I got al little ranty there.

Anyway, I need suggestions because I have have to deal with this

stuff as soon as I can. That is why I forced myself to type theis

even though everything is swimming in front of my eyes and my ears

are ringing like fire bells. BTW: I am located in eastern Mass.

Thanks,

SJH