Guest guest Posted February 10, 2010 Report Share Posted February 10, 2010 I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. My husband is “healthy†generally speaking for what’s going on. He feels good today. He isn’t having a “bad day†or anything like that. We did have an appt today with his gastroenterologist and he believes that has internal hemorrhoids (which he says makes sense since he has the varices) and so he has to go in for a colonoscopy on Friday. I don’t know if it’s that or what. I mean, a colonoscopy isn’t a big deal. He’s had other procedures, so I don’t think it really has anything to do with it. Maybe just the reality of yet another procedure? Maybe it’s that we really won’t be seeing this gastro except for really maybe every 3 months or so, as he is permanently transferred to the transplant center and we are so very comfortable with him seeing as he has been hubby’s gastro for 8 years? I don’t know what it is. Those seem like such silly reason that I can’t stop crying today, don’t they?! My oldest 2 are playing outside so they can’t see me crying, thankfully, and my youngest is too young (18 months) to really know why or that I AM crying, really…  I guess I am just feeling overwhelmed by it all today? I just wanted to come post to get some of my feelings out and I knew that I could come here and get them out without any judgment. I just needed to cry it out on someone’s “shoulder†so to speak… Thanks for reading and for your support! Kerri --Independent legal, business, and medical transciptionist kerriaz@... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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