Re: I can't take it anymore! Is it true?

[Guest guest]

Dear ,

after this experience, can you also see that there is no such thing

as kundalini?

Love,

>

> I had an experience at about 5am last night that really

demonstrated

> the power of the work to me. I have been quite ill this past year

> with kundalini (energy)problems that have been very debilitating.

> Lot's of fear and physical weakness. I woke up at 5 am and couldnt

> go back to sleep. I tried to just be present with what I was

> feeling. When I focus on my feelings, physical or emotional, I have

> often found that they leave me and I feel peace. This time, I felt

> even more agitated and stressed instead. Then I had the thought, " I

> can't take this anymore! " Is it true? What is the reality? I can

> take this, and have been taking it since last summer, and actually

> for the past 20 years in some form or another. So the reality is

> that I can take it, I just don't like it.

> How do I react?

> I am angry, frustrated, frightened, and feel out of control.

> Who would I be if I couldnt thing this thought?]

> Peaceful and with no concept of what I should or should not be

> happening in my body.

> turnaround: I can take this. I cannot take my thinking about what

is

> happening.

> After I went through this, I noticed that my body felt the same. I

> felt over stimulated with this bizarre energy going around my body,

> but I had no judgement about it. I just noticed it, and it didnt

> bother me at all!! I literally did not have the ability to

think, " I

> can't stand this anymore " I just lay peacefully in bed, noticing

how

> peculiar my body felt, but not minding it one bit. I didnt care if

I

> slept or not. My identification with fear at that moment had left

> me. It was a very peculiar feeling. I did end up sleeping after

all,

> and felt rested all day.

> God Bless Mother

> Love

>

>

[Guest guest]

Dear , what makes you say that?

>

> Dear ,

> after this experience, can you also see that there is no such thing

> as kundalini?

>

> Love,

>

> >

> > I had an experience at about 5am last night that really

> demonstrated

> > the power of the work to me. I have been quite ill this past year

> > with kundalini (energy)problems that have been very debilitating.

> > Lot's of fear and physical weakness. I woke up at 5 am and

couldnt

> > go back to sleep. I tried to just be present with what I was

> > feeling. When I focus on my feelings, physical or emotional, I

have

> > often found that they leave me and I feel peace. This time, I felt

> > even more agitated and stressed instead. Then I had the

thought, " I

> > can't take this anymore! " Is it true? What is the reality? I can

> > take this, and have been taking it since last summer, and actually

> > for the past 20 years in some form or another. So the reality is

> > that I can take it, I just don't like it.

> > How do I react?

> > I am angry, frustrated, frightened, and feel out of control.

> > Who would I be if I couldnt thing this thought?]

> > Peaceful and with no concept of what I should or should not be

> > happening in my body.

> > turnaround: I can take this. I cannot take my thinking about what

> is

> > happening.

> > After I went through this, I noticed that my body felt the same. I

> > felt over stimulated with this bizarre energy going around my

body,

> > but I had no judgement about it. I just noticed it, and it didnt

> > bother me at all!! I literally did not have the ability to

> think, " I

> > can't stand this anymore " I just lay peacefully in bed, noticing

> how

> > peculiar my body felt, but not minding it one bit. I didnt care

if

> I

> > slept or not. My identification with fear at that moment had left

> > me. It was a very peculiar feeling. I did end up sleeping after

> all,

> > and felt rested all day.

> > God Bless Mother

> > Love

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

> >

> > Dear ,

> > after this experience, can you also see that there is no such

thing

> > as kundalini?

> >

> > Love,

> >

> > >

> > > I had an experience at about 5am last night that really

> > demonstrated

> > > the power of the work to me. I have been quite ill this past

year

> > > with kundalini (energy)problems that have been very

debilitating.

> > > Lot's of fear and physical weakness. I woke up at 5 am and

> couldnt

> > > go back to sleep. I tried to just be present with what I was

> > > feeling. When I focus on my feelings, physical or emotional, I

> have

> > > often found that they leave me and I feel peace. This time, I

felt

> > > even more agitated and stressed instead. Then I had the

> thought, " I

> > > can't take this anymore! " Is it true? What is the reality? I

can

> > > take this, and have been taking it since last summer, and

actually

> > > for the past 20 years in some form or another. So the reality

is

> > > that I can take it, I just don't like it.

> > > How do I react?

> > > I am angry, frustrated, frightened, and feel out of control.

> > > Who would I be if I couldnt thing this thought?]

> > > Peaceful and with no concept of what I should or should not be

> > > happening in my body.

> > > turnaround: I can take this. I cannot take my thinking about

what

> > is

> > > happening.

> > > After I went through this, I noticed that my body felt the

same. I

> > > felt over stimulated with this bizarre energy going around my

> body,

> > > but I had no judgement about it. I just noticed it, and it

didnt

> > > bother me at all!! I literally did not have the ability to

> > think, " I

> > > can't stand this anymore " I just lay peacefully in bed,

noticing

> > how

> > > peculiar my body felt, but not minding it one bit. I didnt

care

> if

> > I

> > > slept or not. My identification with fear at that moment had

left

> > > me. It was a very peculiar feeling. I did end up sleeping

after

> > all,

> > > and felt rested all day.

> > > God Bless Mother

> > > Love

> > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

dear . I really dont know what you mean by the kundalini energy

... I thought it was always postive.

I saw katie this weekend at a workshop and was half asleep

the whole time and yawning and it may have appeared that i was bored

but actually i had not had any sleep the night before. Because i was

taking care of my mother in law who has alzheimer all weekend and i

hadnt had much sleep in 48 hours.

Anyway some one got up who was just diagnosed with cancer and also

someone with MS katie said cancer diabetes MS are all for our

enlightenment.

Cancer shows us we have no control.

And said which do you prefer.. i want my thinking strong and

healthy or do i want my body strong and healthy.

Given a choice people would prefer their thinking to be healthy.

Have an open mind and heart to all of it even cancer etc.

That thoughts about cancer are deadly not cancer.

And that the body is none of our business and we have no control..

Bodies get old for example we cant stop it.

Also someone mentioned her face lift and how she could love what is..

she Said she loved her face before and after.. but she had extra skin

on her neck from losing weight and that is what the surgery was for

not her wrinkles.

She also gave the snake story and that in her experience everything is

a rope.. The snake is a rope 100 % of the time. WE only fear what our

mind thinks exists. When you belive what you think its a snake.

Be open to everything all is for our enlightenment.

That is from my notes.. i took.. as most of it was going in one ear

and out the other.. I was so tired.. i have more notes but this is too

long.

...

One girl got up to question.. I should help my family the turnaround

being I should not help my family and so she went into her story of

not wanting to watch them drown or something and katie kept asking her

questions and she went more and more into the story so katie said

thank you for sharing and wanted her to sit down.. and she wouldnt but

she continued with the story and katie sort of cut her off.. and I

think she was probably mad but i dont know that for sure.

I guess you cant please all the people all the time.

Anyway I realize i am stuck in most of my stories. as well The i

know mind wants to live .and wants to be right.

Well thats my story anyway.

KAtie said all her advise for her family was for her to take.. She

found her path and they will find their path.

I need to remember that.

/ also said she has given away 3 houses..

and that we always have enough money. nice to remember

love, roslyn

> > >

> > > Dear ,

> > > after this experience, can you also see that there is no such

> thing

> > > as kundalini?

> > >

> > > Love,

> > >

> > > >

> > > > I had an experience at about 5am last night that really

> > > demonstrated

> > > > the power of the work to me. I have been quite ill this past

> year

> > > > with kundalini (energy)problems that have been very

> debilitating.

> > > > Lot's of fear and physical weakness. I woke up at 5 am and

> > couldnt

> > > > go back to sleep. I tried to just be present with what I was

> > > > feeling. When I focus on my feelings, physical or emotional, I

> > have

> > > > often found that they leave me and I feel peace. This time, I

> felt

> > > > even more agitated and stressed instead. Then I had the

> > thought, " I

> > > > can't take this anymore! " Is it true? What is the reality? I

> can

> > > > take this, and have been taking it since last summer, and

> actually

> > > > for the past 20 years in some form or another. So the reality

> is

> > > > that I can take it, I just don't like it.

> > > > How do I react?

> > > > I am angry, frustrated, frightened, and feel out of control.

> > > > Who would I be if I couldnt thing this thought?]

> > > > Peaceful and with no concept of what I should or should not be

> > > > happening in my body.

> > > > turnaround: I can take this. I cannot take my thinking about

> what

> > > is

> > > > happening.

> > > > After I went through this, I noticed that my body felt the

> same. I

> > > > felt over stimulated with this bizarre energy going around my

> > body,

> > > > but I had no judgement about it. I just noticed it, and it

> didnt

> > > > bother me at all!! I literally did not have the ability to

> > > think, " I

> > > > can't stand this anymore " I just lay peacefully in bed,

> noticing

> > > how

> > > > peculiar my body felt, but not minding it one bit. I didnt

> care

> > if

> > > I

> > > > slept or not. My identification with fear at that moment had

> left

> > > > me. It was a very peculiar feeling. I did end up sleeping

> after

> > > all,

> > > > and felt rested all day.

> > > > God Bless Mother

> > > > Love

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Dear Roslyn, Thank you . I loved hearing about your time with .

Is that in Phoenix?

As it turns out, People have had so-called " problems " with Kundalini

for ages. Gopi Krisna wrote a book called Kundalini, where he was in

agony for years from it. I have even found support groups for it on

the internet. Although kundalini in itsself is totally innocent, it

can cause problems when abused. I had " forced " it many years ago in

some experiments, and it came back to bite me, I guess.

But in a sense I agree with you. Kundalini IS always positive, if we

can only see it that way. Just like what you said about cancer, this

experience for me is about learning that I have no control. This

year I have begun to realize that my so-called problem, has been my

greatest teacher. This trial that I have been struggling with has

brought me deep into the work, and to the revelation that I had

Saturday night. I actually dropped my story, and felt PEACE! I didnt

just drop my story, I dropped " ME " , my identity. wow. Loved it. give

me more.....

Love

> > > >

> > > > Dear ,

> > > > after this experience, can you also see that there is no

such

> > thing

> > > > as kundalini?

> > > >

> > > > Love,

> > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > I had an experience at about 5am last night that really

> > > > demonstrated

> > > > > the power of the work to me. I have been quite ill this

past

> > year

> > > > > with kundalini (energy)problems that have been very

> > debilitating.

> > > > > Lot's of fear and physical weakness. I woke up at 5 am

and

> > > couldnt

> > > > > go back to sleep. I tried to just be present with what I

was

> > > > > feeling. When I focus on my feelings, physical or

emotional, I

> > > have

> > > > > often found that they leave me and I feel peace. This

time, I

> > felt

> > > > > even more agitated and stressed instead. Then I had the

> > > thought, " I

> > > > > can't take this anymore! " Is it true? What is the reality?

I

> > can

> > > > > take this, and have been taking it since last summer, and

> > actually

> > > > > for the past 20 years in some form or another. So the

reality

> > is

> > > > > that I can take it, I just don't like it.

> > > > > How do I react?

> > > > > I am angry, frustrated, frightened, and feel out of

control.

> > > > > Who would I be if I couldnt thing this thought?]

> > > > > Peaceful and with no concept of what I should or should

not be

> > > > > happening in my body.

> > > > > turnaround: I can take this. I cannot take my thinking

about

> > what

> > > > is

> > > > > happening.

> > > > > After I went through this, I noticed that my body felt the

> > same. I

> > > > > felt over stimulated with this bizarre energy going around

my

> > > body,

> > > > > but I had no judgement about it. I just noticed it, and it

> > didnt

> > > > > bother me at all!! I literally did not have the ability to

> > > > think, " I

> > > > > can't stand this anymore " I just lay peacefully in bed,

> > noticing

> > > > how

> > > > > peculiar my body felt, but not minding it one bit. I didnt

> > care

> > > if

> > > > I

> > > > > slept or not. My identification with fear at that moment

had

> > left

> > > > > me. It was a very peculiar feeling. I did end up sleeping

> > after

> > > > all,

> > > > > and felt rested all day.

> > > > > God Bless Mother

> > > > > Love

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

Thank you for sharing this beautiful experience. I recently had a similar

insight about not being able to bear the pain. I came to see that I can

bear the pain. Then I realized a deeper terrifying thought - that I have to

bear pain greater than I can bear. Clearly this is not true and the TA is

truer: I do not have to bear pain greater than I can bear. I rest in the

peace of the truth that I can always bear the pain until I can't, and I

never have to bear any pain that I cannot bear. Isn't that lovely?

Love,

Ric

I can't take it anymore! Is it true?

I had an experience at about 5am last night that really demonstrated

the power of the work to me. I have been quite ill this past year

with kundalini (energy)problems that have been very debilitating.

Lot's of fear and physical weakness. I woke up at 5 am and couldnt

go back to sleep. I tried to just be present with what I was

feeling. When I focus on my feelings, physical or emotional, I have

often found that they leave me and I feel peace. This time, I felt

even more agitated and stressed instead. Then I had the thought, " I

can't take this anymore! " Is it true? What is the reality? I can

take this, and have been taking it since last summer, and actually

for the past 20 years in some form or another. So the reality is

that I can take it, I just don't like it.

How do I react?

I am angry, frustrated, frightened, and feel out of control.

Who would I be if I couldnt thing this thought?]

Peaceful and with no concept of what I should or should not be

happening in my body.

turnaround: I can take this. I cannot take my thinking about what is

happening.

After I went through this, I noticed that my body felt the same. I

felt over stimulated with this bizarre energy going around my body,

but I had no judgement about it. I just noticed it, and it didnt

bother me at all!! I literally did not have the ability to think, " I

can't stand this anymore " I just lay peacefully in bed, noticing how

peculiar my body felt, but not minding it one bit. I didnt care if I

slept or not. My identification with fear at that moment had left

me. It was a very peculiar feeling. I did end up sleeping after all,

and felt rested all day.

God Bless Mother

Love

[Guest guest]

> > > >

> > > > Dear ,

> > > > after this experience, can you also see that there is no

such

> > thing

> > > > as kundalini?

> > > >

> > > > Love,

> > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > I had an experience at about 5am last night that really

> > > > demonstrated

> > > > > the power of the work to me. I have been quite ill this

past

> > year

> > > > > with kundalini (energy)problems that have been very

> > debilitating.

> > > > > Lot's of fear and physical weakness. I woke up at 5 am

and

> > > couldnt

> > > > > go back to sleep. I tried to just be present with what I

was

> > > > > feeling. When I focus on my feelings, physical or

emotional, I

> > > have

> > > > > often found that they leave me and I feel peace. This

time, I

> > felt

> > > > > even more agitated and stressed instead. Then I had the

> > > thought, " I

> > > > > can't take this anymore! " Is it true? What is the reality?

I

> > can

> > > > > take this, and have been taking it since last summer, and

> > actually

> > > > > for the past 20 years in some form or another. So the

reality

> > is

> > > > > that I can take it, I just don't like it.

> > > > > How do I react?

> > > > > I am angry, frustrated, frightened, and feel out of

control.

> > > > > Who would I be if I couldnt thing this thought?]

> > > > > Peaceful and with no concept of what I should or should

not be

> > > > > happening in my body.

> > > > > turnaround: I can take this. I cannot take my thinking

about

> > what

> > > > is

> > > > > happening.

> > > > > After I went through this, I noticed that my body felt the

> > same. I

> > > > > felt over stimulated with this bizarre energy going around

my

> > > body,

> > > > > but I had no judgement about it. I just noticed it, and it

> > didnt

> > > > > bother me at all!! I literally did not have the ability to

> > > > think, " I

> > > > > can't stand this anymore " I just lay peacefully in bed,

> > noticing

> > > > how

> > > > > peculiar my body felt, but not minding it one bit. I didnt

> > care

> > > if

> > > > I

> > > > > slept or not. My identification with fear at that moment

had

> > left

> > > > > me. It was a very peculiar feeling. I did end up sleeping

> > after

> > > > all,

> > > > > and felt rested all day.

> > > > > God Bless Mother

> > > > > Love

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

I have it (i.e.: " Cancer Meets Inquiry " ) on video and audio tape.

Just another story designed to prove that there is a Steve.

Thank you for the reminder of The Truth.

Steve D.

>

>

> Am 01.03.2006 um 00:28 schrieb :

>

> > Byron does the Work with people who has cancer and ask

> > them " you have cancer, can you absolutely know that is true? " .

>

> > I have it on CD.

> COOOL!!

>

>

>

> > It´s powerful stuff to listen to. What they find is

> > that no matter what the doctors say, the tests shows, their truth

is

> > that they can´t know for sure that there is something called

cancer

> > in their bodies.

>

> > So can you absolutely know that what you are

> > feeling is because of something called kundalini?

> If I don't have any reference point to Kundalini, so I can't

really

> do a work on it.

>

> But, I have no trouble understanding that you see Kundalini

somewhere.

>

> I hear you don't have Kundalini, you don't have cancer, but you DO

> have a CD.

>

> I wouldn't do the work on the CD, either.

>

> However, it is interesting to investigate the difference between

> cancer, Kundalini and a CD.

>

>

> > That was my point. And I´m not telling you to drop your story,

> > answer my questions or do the work on this. I´m just thinking out

> > loud.

> Oh, so that you can hear yourself, right?

>

> > Love,

> Love,

>

>

[Guest guest]

>

>

> Am 01.03.2006 um 00:28 schrieb :

>

> > Byron does the Work with people who has cancer and ask

> > them " you have cancer, can you absolutely know that is true? " .

>

> > I have it on CD.

> COOOL!!

>

>

**Yeah, it isn´t as cool as talking to you on Skype though, but it

will have to do...

>

> > It´s powerful stuff to listen to. What they find is

> > that no matter what the doctors say, the tests shows, their

truth is

> > that they can´t know for sure that there is something called

cancer

> > in their bodies.

>

> > So can you absolutely know that what you are

> > feeling is because of something called kundalini?

> If I don't have any reference point to Kundalini, so I can't

really

> do a work on it.

**Me neither. In my head I was switching kundalini to bipolar, and

saw that it´s just the same. A story.

>

> But, I have no trouble understanding that you see Kundalini

somewhere.

**I don´t see Kundalini, I see stories.

>

> I hear you don't have Kundalini, you don't have cancer, but you

DO

> have a CD.

>

> I wouldn't do the work on the CD, either.

**LOL!

>

> However, it is interesting to investigate the difference between

> cancer, Kundalini and a CD.

**In the end it´s all a story. And that´s a story too, as BK says. I

love it!

>

>

> > That was my point. And I´m not telling you to drop your story,

> > answer my questions or do the work on this. I´m just thinking out

> > loud.

> Oh, so that you can hear yourself, right?

**You are so clever sweet !

>

> > Love,

> Love,

>

**Love you,

>