Guest guest Posted October 2, 2001 Report Share Posted October 2, 2001 : It is so good to see you back. I can relate a little, I just got out of the hospital after a 7 day stay for Bipolar disorder. Is your husband's office changes permanent? Maybe if not that will give you something to look forward to. I wish there was more that I could say, just know you have us if you needs us and if the kids let you on the computer long enough to get here. , 40, Columbus, OH Bipolar, Borderline Personality Disorder, and???? Mom to: , 15, probably Bipolar Annie, 11, so far so good! JD, 7, Autism, severe ADHD, maybe bipolar, AND my reason for getting out of bed each day!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 2, 2001 Report Share Posted October 2, 2001 Thanks, . I feel less crazy. Sissi > Here I am. Just a coincidence that I am writing so soon after your question. > > I have been feeling bad lately. is home all day every day and it has finally gotten to me. I can't really do much of anything without him asking me what I am doing and wanting to get me to stop. So I have mostly been watching soaps (not as much as I would like... I am still two weeks behind!) and playing . For some stupid reason he doesn't object when I play the way he objected to my responding to emails. > > AND whenever I do finally sit down at the computer five million children show up and start pulling on me and whining at me and climbing on me.... and the internet is only working intermittently... and it just became easier to ignore my cyber communities than to try to go to all the aggravation of participating. I mean no offense, really. I just mean that it has been very hard to get motivated to much of Anything and the more trouble it is, the less I am likely to bother. Sitting down to compose entertaining letters has been only one of the things I have had to give up thanks to my husband deciding to work from home instead of getting an office. > > I am suffering from lots of resentment, in case you hadn't noticed. We had a nice screaming fight the other day that helped some, but not enough, really... although I feel a little less like chopping him into tiny pieces than I did before I got a lot of stuff off my chest (we started fighting about how he treats na, then it became about other stuff- he tried to blame stuff on me back, but I just don't do as many things wrong as he does, so he didn't really have a lot to say -- although he did get me with a few.) > > Mostly we are mad at the people who are supposed to be funding this new technology that only knows how to do, but they keep not doing their jobs and now they are trying to get to write them a " how to " manual about the technology.... do they think he is stupid (yes, because he keeps taking crap off them and never calls them on it)? okay; but at least he is not stupid enough to believe that they are going to protect his intellectual property! > > Anyway, that is where I have been. I have been down in the dumps and unable to work on the computer. Anything I do that is even near the computer gets criticized or whined at. Apparently playing for 16 hours a day is better than interacting with my peers..... > > I read the thread about mindreading..... I think that you got good advice from everyone, Sissi. I believe that mindreading or even foretelling the future is a real thing that happens. I used to believe " especially with teenaged girls " , but now I have to add " and autistic children " . One has to be open to hearing the voices and trusting that it is not always about schizophrenia. I haven't been able to foretell anything specific since I was around 15 or 16. Around early 20's I was no longer able to tell when " something good " or " something bad " was going to happen. But I still have good instincts that I should learn to follow better. I can think of a lot of times that I would have been better off if I had done what I was " feeling " was right, rather than with what was " sensible " . > > Okay, that is all the time I have today. I will try to write more another time. I have to send and leave. > > I am keeping you all in my thoughts and in my heart all the time, even while I am fighting spiny turtles and whacking trees with my hammer (Paper , you know). > > Love to all, > > Smiles! > > > 36 year old wife to , 41 > Mom to: > na-14-NT > Marilla-8-Autistic > Sherman-7-Autistic > Greilyn-1, almost 2-NT (so far) > > " It is never too late to start from where you are. The future is whatever you want it to be. " Dr. , Port > > > okay, I've had it. (OT) > > > > Wheres super V we will send her out to get em! > > > > > > > > > > >What the hell is WRONG with people? > > > > > >(am I overreacting?) > > > > > >Jacquie > > > > > > Wife to > > Mom to Ben (aka Godzilla) > > On call milk machine to Abby(aka stinkerbell) > > > > " Some days you are the Bug, some days you are the Windshield " > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 1, 2001 Report Share Posted November 1, 2001 brings up a good point. We're missing again. She posted right after the WTC events - - but then has disappeared since. ? Where are you????????? okay, I've had it. (OT) > Wheres super V we will send her out to get em! > > > > > >What the hell is WRONG with people? > > > >(am I overreacting?) > > > >Jacquie > > > Wife to > Mom to Ben (aka Godzilla) > On call milk machine to Abby(aka stinkerbell) > > " Some days you are the Bug, some days you are the Windshield " > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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