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Hi all!!!

Also, hi to all the new members!! I saw so many e-mail addresses I

don't recognize. I just wanted to say my wedding will be September 22nd

and then I can finally start posting more frequently again. YAY! I'm

excited about the day, but I'm so looking forward to the stress being

over!

I also had a question maybe some of you guys can give me some advice on.

Nada has made it clear how she feels about the wedding. Well, she

thinks she's made it clear that she doesn't care, but it's pretty

obvious how angry she is. She's trying to be aloof and guilt-inducing,

but she's never been good at hiding how angry she is. Plus, her " I

don't care " e-mail featured paragraphs of criticism on every other part

of my life and another essay on how I'm crazy if I think she is. She

even had a little note about how " concerned " she was and how she hoped

I was getting therapy, since I'm obviously delusional. Oy vey.

Well, obviously she doesn't know the date and isn't invited, but I

wonder, do you think it would be worth it to ask for her blessing? I'm

not sure she'd give it, and I'm probably just wishing for a mom to be

there with me in some way, but I thought I might send her an e-mail and

ask her to send me one back with some nice words I could read at the

wedding, at least to myself. I just don't know...

I'm still torn about telling BP sis the date too. She's not as likely

to make a huge scene as Nada is, but she'd definitely do her best to

steal the spotlight. It's a small wedding, and she's hurt or betrayed

most of the guests so I doubt anyone would even talk to her. I guess

that's my answer, huh? There's no sense making her have a lousy day

just because I want at least one family member there...

Well, any thoughts? Also, I'm really looking forward to the onslaught

on free time! I've missed y'all!

Thanks and hope everyone's been great!

Jae