Re: depressed

[Guest guest]

> Hi everyone,

> Today is my youngest daughters Birthday. She is 12. She

lives in

> Florida. I didnt call her because she said she wanted her stepmother

to be

> her mommy. Today I cried. I almost had a glimpse of a baby in my

arms. My

> loan fell through and today it rained, and I cried again. I see a

lot of you

> booked for dates and I know you are all excited, I am happy for you.

But I am

> crying. Guess this has been a bad day. Needed to vent. Thanks for

reading.

> Love to you all and Happy 4th!!!!

> P

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

Please don't give up hope. I kinda know how you feel. Three years and 29 days

I lost my little boy. He fell off a dock and drowned. I wanted to die. I held

on and so can you. I know right now it looks along way off, but you can do

it. I have faith in you.

[Guest guest]

P,

Feel free to cry and vent, we all have those days. Some days are harder

than the rest. I pray that your relationship with your daughter is

restored.

B

>From: sassykay9@...

>Reply-To: TubalLigationReversal

>To: TubalLigationReversal

>Subject: depressed

>Date: Wed, 4 Jul 2001 22:08:49 EDT

>

>Hi everyone,

> Today is my youngest daughters Birthday. She is 12. She lives in

>Florida. I didnt call her because she said she wanted her stepmother to be

>her mommy. Today I cried. I almost had a glimpse of a baby in my arms. My

>loan fell through and today it rained, and I cried again. I see a lot of

>you

>booked for dates and I know you are all excited, I am happy for you. But I

>am

>crying. Guess this has been a bad day. Needed to vent. Thanks for reading.

>Love to you all and Happy 4th!!!!

> P

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

My heart will never heal like you think. I have came a long way in 3 years. I

find comfort in knowing he is with the lord. When times are bad I pray and

ask God to do the one thing I want to do the most, HUG HIM.

Thank you for your support. Good friends help us get through the rough times.

[Guest guest]

, I never meant to insinuate that you would be free from all pain in this

life. Please forgive my seeming to mean that. I have lost two little ones

through m/c and I know that really doesn't compare to losing a living child that

you already know and have held. I know your heart won't be pain-free until

heaven. Sorry for the misconception.

Because He lives,

in VA

TL--9/14/93

TR-12/11/00

,

My heart will never heal like you think. I have came a long way in 3 years. I

find comfort in knowing he is with the lord. When times are bad I pray and

ask God to do the one thing I want to do the most, HUG HIM.

Thank you for your support. Good friends help us get through the rough times.

[Guest guest]

,

Please don't think I thought you were being insensitive. I know you meant

what you said with all the motherly concern a mother and a friend could have.

I have also lost children through m/c. I know how you feel. I was meaning

by what I said Just how I feel. I will never be the same person I was, but

somehow the person I am today developed from the old and the tragedy of

losing my Buddy. It is the people who don't respond that hurt bereaved

parents the most or the parents that say it won't happen to me. We are all

living proof it does happen.

I have a hard time expressing myself at times, and I usually end up with my

foot in my mouth. So I guess that leaves us to be friends who learn to lean

on each other, and keep each others fingers crossed that the other achieves a

TR and a baby.

[Guest guest]

Thank you ,

I pray that there is and never will be another parent that losses a child. I

choose to donate, so there would be at least one less mother who gets up one

day looking for their child only for it to come flooding back that they are

gone. I always try to tell people I meet, to not worry about the tedious

humdrum things of everyday, but always tell the ones you love how much you

care. You never know when you may not be able to tell them just one more

time.

You didn't depress me. I didn't get to celebrate the 4th because I had to

work so my girls and I are going to see him tonight. I always shoot off Roman

Candles over his grave. I still include him in my holidays. I know he is with

me. I also know he sees me. It is not always the best comfort in the world,

but it will have to do until I can hold him in my arms.

Love,

[Guest guest]

, you really are a special person, and I have gained so much just from

having a glimpse of your insight. I think that it is good you are able to

include your dear son in your holidays, and I pray that your peace continues to

come. Thank you for sharing your story with us, I myself really appreciate it

greatly. God bless you.

Hart - 32

DH Jon ~ DS

DD's - Arianne & a

TR - 6/4/01 ~ Dr. Levin

8 cm right ~ 9 cm left

Dance like nobody is watching;

Sing like you know the words;

Love like you've never been hurt.

Re: depressed

Thank you ,

I pray that there is and never will be another parent that losses a child. I

choose to donate, so there would be at least one less mother who gets up one

day looking for their child only for it to come flooding back that they are

gone. I always try to tell people I meet, to not worry about the tedious

humdrum things of everyday, but always tell the ones you love how much you

care. You never know when you may not be able to tell them just one more

time.

You didn't depress me. I didn't get to celebrate the 4th because I had to

work so my girls and I are going to see him tonight. I always shoot off Roman

Candles over his grave. I still include him in my holidays. I know he is with

me. I also know he sees me. It is not always the best comfort in the world,

but it will have to do until I can hold him in my arms.

Love,