To: Alyssa

[Guest guest]

My nada also liked pillpopping and alcohol. She was so addicted to

diet pills which made the paranoia worse, but the pills kept her thin.

I also struggled with weight-up down up down. everything had to look

good, including me. She would start if I went out of the house with no

make up and a ponytail. The next day, she would want me to take the

trash out with a summer nighty with guys outside. I refused all the

time. She didn't care that I would be embarassed, she just wanted the

damn trash out. Anything to get her own way. Everyone who knew my nada

called her the " Queen " , little did they know how bad she was. Lynn

thinks the goverment controls the weather and the purposely are trying

to detroy the state of Florida-were she lives. She also thinks the

goverment monitor all her calls and were abouts. she told me once if

she ever disappeared it was the us goverement. NUTS!