Guest guest Posted January 10, 2006 Report Share Posted January 10, 2006 Hi. My name is Adria. I'm sort of new here. I have a dream that i would like to have some input on, but first some background. I am 25 and the oldest of nine kids in my family (the youngest is 6). My nada was officially diagnosed with BPD about 2 years ago. I have been watching my Dad try harder than ever to help my nada find help, which she sabotages or refuses to acknowledge. A year ago my nada was arrested for attacking my dad during one of her tirades. She was able to exclude her mental health records and any relating information from her criminal trial and thus she was acquitted of the charge (despite documented physical injuries to my dad, hospital records, and witness statements!) She also tried to have me arrested for " running her down " with my car after I tried to get away from her to avoid another screaming guilt trip (no foundation for criminal charges thank goodness!) I have as little contact as possible with nada. Lastnight I dreamt that I was walking in a big hallway. I came to a door with a peephole. As I looked in the door opened. My nada walked out and a judge followed her. They made their way down the hall talking and laughing. I went behind them to the courtroom. I stood in the aisle and a man handed me a paper. As I read it the judge also read it aloud. It said that my nada was found to be an innocent person. She was not to be held responsible and she was indeed an upstanding member of the community. The people in the courtroom began to cheer wildly. My nada smiled and then turned to leave. She walked down the aisle and stopped to look at me. Her face looked sincerely happy but her eyes looked cold and firey at the same time. Kind of sinister like the villian in a movie. Then she walked right through me and out the door. I woke up and cried. I would like to know what this says to any of you, if anything. Adria --------------------------------- Yahoo! Photos – Showcase holiday pictures in hardcover Photo Books. You design it and we’ll bind it! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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