Guest guest Posted June 12, 2006 Report Share Posted June 12, 2006 Pamela, I'm wishing, hoping, and praying that your doctor gets a clue so that you can heal. If she doesn't, then what? Will you self-medicate? Or .... ??? {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BirthdayHugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}x Deborah PAMELA wrote: > I won't be blowing out any candles today... but I do have a wish... > I am going to put it out there so that you all can wish with me and > wa~la... it comes true because there was so much wishing power > behind it!!! ; ) > > I am going to my doc on wed. at 9am... > > I hope she will double my Armour... > > I hope she puts me on cytomel... > > I have been slowly declining... I do know why... after 5 years it is > ever so apparent. > > This unhealthy roller coaster is no longer interesting, scary or > making me curious. Just nauseated and I want to get off of it... > > So... If you can't tell I'm just about as chipper as can be today... > > I have been cancelling everything because I have been bed wridden > for the past two days... this is after spending all last week bed > wridden... > > I don't mean to sound like a jerk but if I hear " I hope you get > better soon " I am going to find a tall window to jump out of... Not > that I don't appreciate the gesture... but I know better. I am not > being grim either. > > I have so many illness'... I can handle the chronic illness with no > cures, I can handle the pain... I can't handle being bed wridden and > immobile. > > I know... I need to accept who I am now and what I am dealing with... > > if i did not accept it, I would not be here... but it does not mean > I have to give up all of me!!! The fighter... again, it's what > keeps me alive!!! > > So... thank you for listening... you guys are always there when I > need to vent... and I know it's not just garble to you. > > > . > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2006 Report Share Posted June 12, 2006 Pamela you have my wishes too, and my prayers. -- Artistic Grooming * Hurricane, WV My Ebay Jewelry Store http://stores.ebay.com/valeriescrystalcreations The BEST thyroid website! http://www.stopthethyroidmadness.com http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/NaturalThyroidHormonesADRENALS/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2006 Report Share Posted June 12, 2006 Happy birthday Pamela. May your birthday wish come true! best,AdriaGreen Mountain Curlies, Inc.~~~http://greenmountaincurlies.official.ws/GMC Blog~~~http://greenmountaincurlies.blogspot.com If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. I won't be blowing out any candles today... but I do have a wish... I am going to put it out there so that you all can wish with me and wa~la... it comes true because there was so much wishing power behind it!!! ; )I am going to my doc on wed. at 9am...I hope she will double my Armour...I hope she puts me on cytomel...I have been slowly declining... I do know why... after 5 years it is ever so apparent.This unhealthy roller coaster is no longer interesting, scary or making me curious. Just nauseated and I want to get off of it...So... If you can't tell I'm just about as chipper as can be today...I have been cancelling everything because I have been bed wridden for the past two days... this is after spending all last week bed wridden...I don't mean to sound like a jerk but if I hear "I hope you get better soon" I am going to find a tall window to jump out of... Not that I don't appreciate the gesture... but I know better. I am not being grim either.I have so many illness'... I can handle the chronic illness with no cures, I can handle the pain... I can't handle being bed wridden and immobile. I know... I need to accept who I am now and what I am dealing with...if i did not accept it, I would not be here... but it does not mean I have to give up all of me!!! The fighter... again, it's what keeps me alive!!!So... thank you for listening... you guys are always there when I need to vent... and I know it's not just garble to you.All my best, Always...Pamela Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2006 Report Share Posted June 12, 2006 Most definately... I have to do something... My son will be 5 in a few weeks and I can count on two hands how many times I have been able to see him this year... I can't stand this anymore!!! It was he and I for 2 years... Now without him... I don't understand what the purpose is... So yes... if she does not comply or makes me wait, I will do what I mentioned. Thank you... PamelaDeborah Jacques wrote: Pamela, I'm wishing, hoping, and praying that your doctor gets a clue so that you can heal. If she doesn't, then what? Will you self-medicate? Or .... ???{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BirthdayHugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}xDeborahPAMELA wrote:> I won't be blowing out any candles today... but I do have a wish...> I am going to put it out there so that you all can wish with me and> wa~la... it comes true because there was so much wishing power> behind it!!! ; )>> I am going to my doc on wed. at 9am...>> I hope she will double my Armour...>> I hope she puts me on cytomel...>> I have been slowly declining... I do know why... after 5 years it is> ever so apparent.>> This unhealthy roller coaster is no longer interesting, scary or> making me curious. Just nauseated and I want to get off of it...>> So... If you can't tell I'm just about as chipper as can be today...>> I have been cancelling everything because I have been bed wridden> for the past two days... this is after spending all last week bed> wridden...>> I don't mean to sound like a jerk but if I hear "I hope you get> better soon" I am going to find a tall window to jump out of... Not> that I don't appreciate the gesture... but I know better. I am not> being grim either.>> I have so many illness'... I can handle the chronic illness with no> cures, I can handle the pain... I can't handle being bed wridden and> immobile.>> I know... I need to accept who I am now and what I am dealing with...>> if i did not accept it, I would not be here... but it does not mean> I have to give up all of me!!! The fighter... again, it's what> keeps me alive!!!>> So... thank you for listening... you guys are always there when I> need to vent... and I know it's not just garble to you.>>> .>> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 12, 2006 Report Share Posted June 12, 2006 Thank you so much!!! xoxo, Pamela wrote: Pamela you have my wishes too, and my prayers.-- Artistic Grooming * Hurricane, WVMy Ebay Jewelry Store http://stores.ebay.com/valeriescrystalcreations The BEST thyroid website! http://www.stopthethyroidmadness.com http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/NaturalThyroidHormonesADRENALS/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 13, 2006 Report Share Posted June 13, 2006 What Doctor are you going to Pam? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 14, 2006 Report Share Posted June 14, 2006 Yes... sorry... " C. Mannelli, Ed.D. " wrote: California?? Thanks. -- Re: MY BIRTHDAY WISH... HER NAME IS DR. LEIGH ERIN CONNEALLY. SHE IS A BIT OF A PIONEER WHEN IT COMES TO THIS WHOLE ADRENAL THING... ONLY PROBLEMS IS IT TAKES FOREVER TO GET IN TO SEE HER. heltrim1@... wrote: What Doctor are you going to Pam? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 14, 2006 Report Share Posted June 14, 2006 P, Thank you for my birthday wish!!! With my Hashimoto's, a car accident, permanent back and neck damage (all right after giving birth to my son), Completely supressed immune system, FM, CFS, I could go on, but won't... I was forced to have him go with his dad. I could not take care of him... It was he and I for 2 years, but I kept ending up in ER with adrenal shock from Fatigue... I just could not catch up... I know why now... I have seen Dr. Conneally before... about 2 years ago... but then I was so absorbed with my son, I stopped. Also, I moved to L.A. that is when I ended up for the 10th time in ER and he told me I had to bedrest for 2 weeks, I told the doc I can't... I have a son... He said if you don't you may not be here for your son " ... Toughest decision I ever made... So after seeing a couple of dr's here and having nothing but bad results, I decided I needed to go where I knew I could get help... She is really incredible... Where are you in O.C., my son is in Huntington Beach... Do you have any kids??? How are things with your health??? calblonde1 wrote: Hi Pamela, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! You say you are without you son. What happened? Have you seen Dr. Conneally before or is this your first visit? What part of Orange County are you? HOPE YOUR WISHES ALL COME TRUE! Love, Pamela, also from OC, CA > > > I won't be blowing out any candles today... but I do have a wish... > > I am going to put it out there so that you all can wish with me and > > wa~la... it comes true because there was so much wishing power > > behind it!!! ; ) > > > > I am going to my doc on wed. at 9am... > > > > I hope she will double my Armour... > > > > I hope she puts me on cytomel... > > > > I have been slowly declining... I do know why... after 5 years it is > > ever so apparent. > > > > This unhealthy roller coaster is no longer interesting, scary or > > making me curious. Just nauseated and I want to get off of it... > > > > So... If you can't tell I'm just about as chipper as can be today... > > > > I have been cancelling everything because I have been bed wridden > > for the past two days... this is after spending all last week bed > > wridden... > > > > I don't mean to sound like a jerk but if I hear " I hope you get > > better soon " I am going to find a tall window to jump out of... Not > > that I don't appreciate the gesture... but I know better. I am not > > being grim either. > > > > I have so many illness'... I can handle the chronic illness with no > > cures, I can handle the pain... I can't handle being bed wridden and > > immobile. > > > > I know... I need to accept who I am now and what I am dealing with... > > > > if i did not accept it, I would not be here... but it does not mean > > I have to give up all of me!!! The fighter... again, it's what > > keeps me alive!!! > > > > So... thank you for listening... you guys are always there when I > > need to vent... and I know it's not just garble to you. > > > > > > . > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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