Guest guest Posted May 30, 2008 Report Share Posted May 30, 2008 > > > It is Dawn, again.? I am getting mad at my insurance company and Doctors, as they both don't want nothing done, but they tell me they want me painless.? I am, recently always in pain.? Mornings are the worse, were I need someone to move me to get up, as I take a? lot? of meds to sleep that also helps with pain.I feel they can do more. > > I am currently still on Fentanyl 25 mcg and Percocet 5 mg.? Then I suffer with depression (Who doesn't with pain?) and take Abilify, Elavil, Seroquel, and clonazepam, that I have been on and off in the past 15 years.? My pain doc is already threating to not help me anymore because of the insurance, and the insurance is going away in December, and all new Docs, as a lot of Docs in Ocean County, NJ, either take it or will not help or listen to you any time! > > I live in an area of a lot of older people, and they walk a lot better than me!!? I am in the scooters, and they are the ones that can run and giving me looks like I am just not able to be in that chair, I must be lazy.? Well, that is what I feel they are saying!? But most stores up here, knows me, so it is all me.?? My worse enemy and worse critic. > > Well, today has been OK.? Getting my wedding, together, and can't wait til it is over.? Been engaged over six years, just life interrupts, ya know?? I am just hoping and praying that I would not fall with my cane, that I don't want to use.? My son is walking me down, since my parents and siblings all died, almost four years ago.? Since I had that, than getting hit by a car, walking across the street, I am more depressed and hope and pray that I will be able not to use any canes or? walkers in the wedding.? Would feel better! > > Enjoy your weekend.? Supposed to go to an air show on one of the local bases, but with the walking, heat, and how long it is, I think we will stay home, my son will be with his father, and go?get my car inspected (Not like waiting to the last day of the month) and I know it is going to fail, as my brakes are grinding!! > > Enjoy and Hugs, > Dawn > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 30, 2008 Report Share Posted May 30, 2008 > > > It is Dawn, again.? I am getting mad at my insurance company and Doctors, as they both don't want nothing done, but they tell me they want me painless.? I am, recently always in pain.? Mornings are the worse, were I need someone to move me to get up, as I take a? lot? of meds to sleep that also helps with pain.I feel they can do more. > > I am currently still on Fentanyl 25 mcg and Percocet 5 mg.? Then I suffer with depression (Who doesn't with pain?) and take Abilify, Elavil, Seroquel, and clonazepam, that I have been on and off in the past 15 years.? My pain doc is already threating to not help me anymore because of the insurance, and the insurance is going away in December, and all new Docs, as a lot of Docs in Ocean County, NJ, either take it or will not help or listen to you any time! > > I live in an area of a lot of older people, and they walk a lot better than me!!? I am in the scooters, and they are the ones that can run and giving me looks like I am just not able to be in that chair, I must be lazy.? Well, that is what I feel they are saying!? But most stores up here, knows me, so it is all me.?? My worse enemy and worse critic. > > Well, today has been OK.? Getting my wedding, together, and can't wait til it is over.? Been engaged over six years, just life interrupts, ya know?? I am just hoping and praying that I would not fall with my cane, that I don't want to use.? My son is walking me down, since my parents and siblings all died, almost four years ago.? Since I had that, than getting hit by a car, walking across the street, I am more depressed and hope and pray that I will be able not to use any canes or? walkers in the wedding.? Would feel better! > > Enjoy your weekend.? Supposed to go to an air show on one of the local bases, but with the walking, heat, and how long it is, I think we will stay home, my son will be with his father, and go?get my car inspected (Not like waiting to the last day of the month) and I know it is going to fail, as my brakes are grinding!! > > Enjoy and Hugs, > Dawn > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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