THANKS ROS

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Hi Kev,

I would spend my nights fighting and running from a 6 foot crab, zapping out and my legs out of control jumping and that's when i was trying to sleep.I would get up and see my hubby out to work and i would still be sitting exactly where he left me when he got home infact we only just talked about that.He always asked how my day went when he got home.He said the first thing i would do is look to see if i had got dressed.i know this might sound funny but i have no clue as to how long i was in this kind of state.Now and again i still zone out infact i have had 3 body zaps and 2 head zaps in the past week.My brain is back to being all weird again but it sorts it's self out and gets clearer again.I cant concentrate long enough to work out the numbers thing just now i have got the pen and paper out and nothing i just cant deal with it and yet i want to know.I thought i got the birthdate one right then i read it again and i think i got it wrong. i was born 2.2.1962. think i am a 4 not a 22 as i forgot i had to ad the 1 and 8.so that makes 2+2+9=13 1+3=4.What gets me mad Kev is it's 3 years later and i still have trouble.Glitter is still even after 6 years got all the probs i have so what chance do i have of getting that much better than i am.

My brain is like scrambled eggs i can't keep it on something for long.I can't even work problems out like i used to.I was the most patient person i know .I don't know who i am anymore i give up where as i would keep at it till i sorted it.

HUGS to you Kev

[Guest guest]

Ros,

Thanks for your reply to Nyia. It lets me know that this WILL get

better. Everytime I hear YOU or Glitter say something that relates,

I get relieved to know that " it isnt just ME " - that wall staring,

etc.

Thanks again,

Kev

[Guest guest]

Scrammby eggs brain.

Yup, been there. Especially when I tried to do " normal " paperwork

for work.

I just know that Paxil is/was SO evil.

Anyways, you WILL get better hun. I PROMISE.

We've got to have hope. I know that Ms. Glitter is further out than

all of us, but we gotta hang onto the fact that our brains may

return to what " normal " we remember. I sure as hell hope so.

hugs to YOU,

Kev

> Hi Kev,

> I would spend my nights fighting and running from a 6 foot crab,

zapping out

> and my legs out of control jumping and that's when i was trying to

sleep.I

> would get up and see my hubby out to work and i would still be

sitting exactly

> where he left me when he got home infact we only just talked about

that.He

> always asked how my day went when he got home.He said the first

thing i would do is

> look to see if i had got dressed.i know this might sound funny but

i have no

> clue as to how long i was in this kind of state.Now and again i

still zone out

> infact i have had 3 body zaps and 2 head zaps in the past week.My

brain is

> back to being all weird again but it sorts it's self out and gets

clearer

> again.I cant concentrate long enough to work out the numbers thing

just now i have

> got the pen and paper out and nothing i just cant deal with it and

yet i want

> to know.I thought i got the birthdate one right then i read it

again and i

> think i got it wrong. i was born 2.2.1962. think i am a 4 not a 22

as i forgot i

> had to ad the 1 and 8.so that makes 2+2+9=13 1+3=4.What gets me

mad Kev is it's

> 3 years later and i still have trouble.Glitter is still even after

6 years

> got all the probs i have so what chance do i have of getting that

much better

> than i am.

> My brain is like scrambled eggs i can't keep it on something for

long.I can't

> even work problems out like i used to.I was the most patient

person i know .I

> don't know who i am anymore i give up where as i would keep at it

till i

> sorted it.

> HUGS to you Kev