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roni, honey hear me lol give him 30 days notice, and put his butt on the curb. i

am sorry you are having such a rough time with this guy, want me to send my

pitbull over ,hahahahaha heck shed just lick him to death lol. after she invited

him in for tea and crumpets hahahahaha, i would bite him too!! nobody deserves

to be mistreated human or animal, hes using you it sounds like to me. get him

gone, god will send you your soul mate ,he sent me bobby glenn!!! trust me in my

20s (gosh that seems like a lifetime ago) i was a magnet for buttholes,i had no

good judgement ,so god stepped in. life is hard enough without someone bringing

you down, kick him to the curb,go file that paper work, see it ticks me off when

someone is able bodied to work and doesnt,esp.with our situation. i wish you the

best and thank you for caring for my hubby and i ,all my love barby

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> > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > bunch of bills

> > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > October of

> > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > rejection

> > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > Medicare Part B

> > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > called my

> > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > denied because

> > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > needed to get

> > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > would pay for

> > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > company who

> > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > prescription and

> > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > would be

> > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > what I

> > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > for a loop

> > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > locally under the

> > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > for at the

> > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > go up and

> > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > to? What?

> > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > different

> > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > say I can

> > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > I'm so

> > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > Now I'm

> > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > all torn up

> > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > depressed and

> > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > I'm usually

> > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > Thanks for

> > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > unemployment extended

> > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > big worry

> > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

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> > > --

> > > Warm Hugs..........

> > >

> > > Di

> > > http://auntdisexperimentallife.blogspot.com

> > >

> > >

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thanks penny i couldnt do this with out you and everyone else!!! i did his shot

good today ,i didnt shake or cry, i acted like i knew exactly what i was

doing,kinda like when i was 15 and would walk into the store and buy a pack of

smokes and acted like i knew i was old enough hahahaha ,i thought that... barby

alene act like you know it and it will be so .i was proud of myself. i didnt

shake till after i was done lol.hes got the shakes now did it ever do that to

you, his hands are trembly. the drs. nurse said all the things that are

happening are normal, so i cant wait to get his blood work done and see if its

working. hes a good man i wish you all could know him,have you ever heard that

song my that mcbride girl..everyone who sees him always wants to know him but i

just call him mine(something like thst lol) thats bobby glenn i have NEVER seen

anyone not like him and have great fondness for him, i have had to beat a few

chicks off with a stick hahahah just kidding.it means so much to have you in our

lives with all your knowledge ,encouragement and love,that goes for everyone!!!

i pray he can sleep tonight. goodness knows i need a few winks myself. but ya

know when he does fall asleep for short periods i get so tickled i just lay here

smiling listening to him snore,cause i know hes resting. i am a wierdo arent i

,he finally sleeps and i dont cause i am so thrilled he is ok rambling agin love

ya girl

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> > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of bills

yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of last

year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs. My

supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays

for it. It threw me for a loop when they told me I need a referral from my

family doctor locally under the insurance health care system to get my anti

rejection drugs paid for at the transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to

get a referral to go up and see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection

drugs paid for to? What? They said it is in their book. It's not in their

book. That's a different kind of situation than they have explained in their

book. They say I can file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but

now I'm so overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance. Now

I'm thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up

about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and

like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually

pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop. Thanks for

listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my chest.

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment extended

until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big worry off

of us.

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> > > > > > > > > > Penny

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ahhhhhhhh girl you are so right ,i am smiling so big right now ya ouldnt slap

the smile off my face ,very well said girl and very true. my son is a

soldier(and a darn good one) he always tells his men ...suck it up drink water

and drive on soldier. i am gonna drive on. i feel stonger now than this morning,

we can do this, life is good,god is good and my husband will kill this dragon

and live,with me forever!!!! plus we have always had this pact i die first.lol.

it would be a huge party foul if he died first...not allowed on barbys

playground. i have my big girl panties on again and oh dont they feel good!!!!!

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of bills

yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of last

year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs. My

supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays

for it. It threw me for a loop when they told me I need a referral from my

family doctor locally under the insurance health care system to get my anti

rejection drugs paid for at the transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to

get a referral to go up and see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection

drugs paid for to? What? They said it is in their book. It's not in their

book. That's a different kind of situation than they have explained in their

book. They say I can file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but

now I'm so overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance. Now

I'm thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up

about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and

like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually

pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop. Thanks for

listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my chest.

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> > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment extended

until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big worry off

of us.

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No, I've never had trembly hands from the treatment.

Giving the shots are getting easier for you. That's good. You're doing a lot

better than my husband. He has never given me one of the shots. He said he

just couldn't do it. He doesn't like needles much anyway. The first time I

gave myself the shot, I just took a deep breath and didn't think about it

much...I just did it.

My hepatologist told me that the worse the side effects are, the better the

treatment is working. He couldn't believe it was working on me because I

haven't had bad side effects, except for the low red blood cell counts. In his

words, " Your red blood cell counts suck! " I was undetectable after only 6 days

on the treatment, and have been that way since.

I can't wait to hear about BG's blood tests to see if it's working. They

usually want the viral load to drop a certain amount, I think 2 logs, by 12

weeks of treatment. If the viral load is 1,000,000, for example, a 2 log drop

would be 10,000. The standard is that if it doesn't drop that much by week 12,

the treatment probably won't work, and a lot of doctors will take the person off

of treatment at that point.

Penny

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of bills

yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of last

year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs. My

supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays

for it. It threw me for a loop when they told me I need a referral from my

family doctor locally under the insurance health care system to get my anti

rejection drugs paid for at the transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to

get a referral to go up and see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection

drugs paid for to? What? They said it is in their book. It's not in their

book. That's a different kind of situation than they have explained in their

book. They say I can file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but

now I'm so overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance. Now

I'm thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up

about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and

like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually

pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop. Thanks for

listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my chest.

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment extended

until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big worry off

of us.

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> > > > > > > > > > > Penny

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LOL...there you go. Don't let it get you down too much.

Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of

bills yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of

last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs.

My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays

for it. It threw me for a loop when they told me I need a referral from my

family doctor locally under the insurance health care system to get my anti

rejection drugs paid for at the transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to

get a referral to go up and see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection

drugs paid for to? What? They said it is in their book. It's not in their

book. That's a different kind of situation than they have explained in their

book. They say I can file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but

now I'm so overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance. Now

I'm thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up

about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and

like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually

pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop. Thanks for

listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment

extended until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big

worry off of us.

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I am really sorry that you are facing this as well as everything else. How

awful. I am sayin a prayer for you. I cannot imagine how awful it must be, but

it sure sounds like it is. Hugs. Please hang in here. and if you want to chat or

IM, get in touch. I want to open a Palringo group for this group to live chat.

Maybe I'll do it tommorrow. Hang tough, Rhonda. Love, Bobby

long life, old age, everything good-Apache prayer

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To: livercirrhosissupport

Sent: Mon, November 2, 2009 1:58:34 PM

Subject: Re: Re: Insurance

Barby,

I want a love soulmate just like him! You lucky girl. :) I have to

share what is going on with my " ex boyfriend " . We broke up months ago

and he is still living here. He hasn't worked in 2-1/2 years while I

carried the whole load financially. I haven't received a dime for

rent, heat, or water. Occasionally he gives me 20 for groceries.

About once a month. He is perfectly healthy man and is quite capable

of working. Now his car broke down and he wants to borrow mine. He

complains constantly about my dog barking and I walk on tip toes to

accomadate him. I've asked him to remove repeatedly because it's like

hitting yourself in the head with a hammer everyday. He keeps

saying.....I' m leaving this date, I'm leaving that date, leaving

before winter.....etc. Any yesterday my dog nipped at him and he

threatened to kill him and was going after him with a rake. He is

constantly screaming at the dog and I dont really blame him for

nipping at him. He was defending himself. I told him to back off

and leave my dog alone! Called the cops because I fear for my pets

safety. They said I can't file a restraining order until he actually

does something. They took one look at the dog, patted his head and

just rolled their eyes. He had described him as a vicious animal who

puts people in danger. This is a sweet little dog. I mean Little!

He's a terrier. It scares me because at one time I was going to marry

this guy. Tommorrow, I'm going to the city to start eviction

proceedings because you just can't kick someone out who lives with

you. I will never....... and I mean never! live with anyone again.

Sorry, just wanted to vent. Those of you who have found love are

really the lucky ones. :)

Much love,

Roni

>

> ohhhhhhhhh my dear dear friend you are not butting in lol. my post

> are kinda like come one come all lol, i need all the help i can get,

> i am tired girl wore out but have to stand stong in order to help

> him. i am glad you understand thaat and know just what to say to

> pick my feeling sorry for myself butt up off the floor!! and i will

> understand if he chooses not to cont. this brutal attack on his body

> and mind. i read it seems to be harder on men i guess cause us woman

> are used to pain lol.(sorry to all my man friends) hes miserable but

> hes my miserable love soulmate and best friend, i will do what ever

> it takes,and i am so thankful to you and all my family here for

> being right by my side ,when i feel like i just wanna run and hide.

> i love you diane!!!!!!! barby

>

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> bunch of bills

> > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> October of

> > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> rejection

> > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> Medicare Part B

> > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> called my

> > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> denied because

> > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> needed to get

> > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> would pay for

> > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> company who

> > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> prescription and

> > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> would be

> > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> what I

> > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> for a loop

> > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> locally under the

> > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> for at the

> > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> go up and

> > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> to? What?

> > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> different

> > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> say I can

> > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> I'm so

> > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> Now I'm

> > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> all torn up

> > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> depressed and

> > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> I'm usually

> > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> Thanks for

> > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> chest.

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> unemployment extended

> > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> big worry

> > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > >

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> >

> > --

> > Warm Hugs........ ..

> >

> > Di

> > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> >

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Good LORRRRD, those big girl panties. LOL. ROfl!!!!! You are a piece of work.

You are one tough gal. I feel so helpless reading your posts about him

suffering, and think about what a big wuss I am. So far I have had it really

easy. I feel like sobriety is easy, because I am so afraid of what alcohol would

do. I remember grieving for Ardis and drinking, having been told by quacks that

I did not have liver disease, I thought , well, I guess there is time. I will

quit soon. Not today, but maybe tommorrow. So I drank, and could feel the

alcohol searing my liver tissue. My palms would turn bright red with uniform

white splotches. My fingernails were pale, and my eyeballs would get yellow

tinged. I could FEEL it . I am so afraid of that now, so staying off of alcohol

is not a problem. But BG has to fight his liver harming thing, and since it aint

booze, he has to take these shots and pills. All I have to do is -not- do

something, but he has to fight like hell.

I sure you are as pretty as you are in pictures, cause he would be crazy to get

tired and give up.... you. He would be craaaaazy not to fight as hard as he can,

and never quit. Good thing he has you. And all the kids. Good thing, Barby.

Love, your distant brother from another mother--bobby-a

long life, old age, everything good-Apache prayer

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To: livercirrhosissupport

Sent: Mon, November 2, 2009 9:08:55 PM

Subject: Re: Insurance

ahhhhhhhh girl you are so right ,i am smiling so big right now ya ouldnt slap

the smile off my face ,very well said girl and very true. my son is a

soldier(and a darn good one) he always tells his men ...suck it up drink water

and drive on soldier. i am gonna drive on. i feel stonger now than this morning,

we can do this, life is good,god is good and my husband will kill this dragon

and live,with me forever!!!! plus we have always had this pact i die first.lol.

it would be a huge party foul if he died first...not allowed on barbys

playground. i have my big girl panties on again and oh dont they feel good!!!!!

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of bills

yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of last

year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs. My

supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a

prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me for a loop

when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor locally under the

insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid for at the

transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to go up and see

my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for to? What? They

said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a different kind of

situation than they have explained in their book. They say I can file a

grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now I'm so overwhelmed that I

can't think what to write in my grievance. Now I'm thinking it's all my fault

and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up about it. I'll get over it

soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and like I screwed up. It makes me

want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually pretty strong and a fighter, but

this just threw me for a loop.

Thanks for listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

chest.

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment extended

until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big worry off

of us.

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> > > > > > > > > > > Penny

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Yes, I know somthing about picking the sick ones, most of my life you could line

10 women up along the wall, and I'd pick the sickest one everytime..like they

say, the holes in my head matched the rocks in their's.  Wonder if that had

somthing to do with me being as damaged as them?

 Dave

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To: livercirrhosissupport

Sent: Mon, November 2, 2009 9:36:23 PM

Subject: Re: Insurance

 

roni, honey hear me lol give him 30 days notice, and put his butt on the curb. i

am sorry you are having such a rough time with this guy, want me to send my

pitbull over ,hahahahaha heck shed just lick him to death lol. after she invited

him in for tea and crumpets hahahahaha, i would bite him too!! nobody deserves

to be mistreated human or animal, hes using you it sounds like to me. get him

gone, god will send you your soul mate ,he sent me bobby glenn!!! trust me in my

20s (gosh that seems like a lifetime ago) i was a magnet for buttholes,i had no

good judgement ,so god stepped in. life is hard enough without someone bringing

you down, kick him to the curb,go file that paper work, see it ticks me off when

someone is able bodied to work and doesnt,esp.with our situation. i wish you the

best and thank you for caring for my hubby and i ,all my love barby

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> > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > bunch of bills

> > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > October of

> > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > rejection

> > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > Medicare Part B

> > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > called my

> > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > denied because

> > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > needed to get

> > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > would pay for

> > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > company who

> > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > prescription and

> > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > would be

> > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > what I

> > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > for a loop

> > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > locally under the

> > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > for at the

> > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > go up and

> > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > to? What?

> > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > different

> > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > say I can

> > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > I'm so

> > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > Now I'm

> > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > all torn up

> > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > depressed and

> > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > I'm usually

> > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > Thanks for

> > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > unemployment extended

> > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > big worry

> > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

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> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > --

> > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > >

> > > Di

> > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > >

> > >

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gosh penny i am so glad to have you!!!! dr. said the 2 log thing but didnt

explain said i wouldnt understand lol, he just doesnt know me that well yet

cause i totaly understand what you just said lol. ok so his viral load is in the

6 millions ,so after 12 weeks it needs to have dropped by 60 thousand right?? my

math does suck teehee. well the treatment must be slaying the dragon cause its

kickin his cute little butt :) i am so glad you didnt have a hard time and i

just keep thinkin heck penny slayed the dragon and so wont bobby glenn.if i

could get my hands around that dragons neck i would choke the shit outta his

fire breathinn ass!!!!!!!! ok i will apoligize for my foul laungage but hey it

was in my frontal lobe and out it came lol. love you my friend i cant wait for

the bllod work either. this is worse than waiting for santa when i was a kid

lol.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of

bills yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of

last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs.

My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays

for it. It threw me for a loop when they told me I need a referral from my

family doctor locally under the insurance health care system to get my anti

rejection drugs paid for at the transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to

get a referral to go up and see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection

drugs paid for to? What? They said it is in their book. It's not in their

book. That's a different kind of situation than they have explained in their

book. They say I can file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but

now I'm so overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance. Now

I'm thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up

about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and

like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually

pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop. Thanks for

listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment

extended until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big

worry off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

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bobby my brother from a different motha ,to funny, i love you ,you and all here

give me so much strenghth!!!! and yeahhhhhhhhh i guess i am one hot chicka still

teehee. yeah know the tears on my cheeks right now are from feeling loved not

from saddness or selfpity. AND YOU!!! have fought one heck of a hard battle with

the bottle dont ever take that so lightly, no one knows what thats like till

they have done it,and you did it and i am very proud of you,and you in your cute

little sailor uniform just warms my heart think of you!!! thank you bobby for

picking me up,i do love you a very much!! always remember that! barby

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of

bills yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of

last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs.

My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a

> prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me for a loop

when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor locally under the

insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid for at the

transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to go up and see

my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for to? What? They

said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a different kind of

situation than they have explained in their book. They say I can file a

grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now I'm so overwhelmed that I

can't think what to write in my grievance. Now I'm thinking it's all my fault

and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up about it. I'll get over it

soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and like I screwed up. It makes me

want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually pretty strong and a fighter, but

this just threw me for a loop.

> Thanks for listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment

extended until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big

worry off of us.

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> > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

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dave thats sad but funny as crap at the same time teehee.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > bunch of bills

> > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > October of

> > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > rejection

> > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > called my

> > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > denied because

> > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > needed to get

> > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > would pay for

> > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > company who

> > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > prescription and

> > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > would be

> > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > what I

> > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > > for a loop

> > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > locally under the

> > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > > for at the

> > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > > go up and

> > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > > to? What?

> > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > > different

> > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > say I can

> > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > I'm so

> > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > Now I'm

> > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > > all torn up

> > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > depressed and

> > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > > I'm usually

> > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > > Thanks for

> > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > unemployment extended

> > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > > big worry

> > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

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> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > >

> > > > Di

> > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

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I think its a psychic energy thing.  Or lack of it.

 Dave

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To: livercirrhosissupport

Sent: Tue, November 3, 2009 9:04:33 AM

Subject: Re: Insurance

 

dave thats sad but funny as crap at the same time teehee.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > bunch of bills

> > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > October of

> > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > rejection

> > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > called my

> > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > denied because

> > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > needed to get

> > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > would pay for

> > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > company who

> > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > prescription and

> > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > would be

> > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > what I

> > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > > for a loop

> > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > locally under the

> > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > > for at the

> > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > > go up and

> > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > > to? What?

> > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > > different

> > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > say I can

> > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > I'm so

> > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > Now I'm

> > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > > all torn up

> > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > depressed and

> > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > > I'm usually

> > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > > Thanks for

> > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > unemployment extended

> > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > > big worry

> > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

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> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > >

> > > > Di

> > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

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Dave, I know EXACTLY what you mean. If there were 300 good guys and 1 jerk, well

the jerk is gonna be the one I just can't live without! Each time one of the

" good " guys picked me they just were not " exciting " enough. There are

psycological terms for all of this but they escape me right now. But WE do put

off some type of vibes. I know it took me many years and many men to figure

myself out. I played the " victim " part all too well and the predators picked up

on that. We live and learn huh?...Best wishes~~~Debbie

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > bunch of bills

> > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > October of

> > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > rejection

> > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > called my

> > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > denied because

> > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > needed to get

> > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > would pay for

> > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > company who

> > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > prescription and

> > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > would be

> > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > what I

> > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > > for a loop

> > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > locally under the

> > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > > for at the

> > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > > go up and

> > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > > to? What?

> > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > > different

> > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > say I can

> > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > I'm so

> > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > Now I'm

> > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > > all torn up

> > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > depressed and

> > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > > I'm usually

> > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > > Thanks for

> > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > unemployment extended

> > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > > big worry

> > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

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> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > >

> > > > Di

> > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

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LOL...I really laughed when you said how you wanted to strangle the dragon. No

need for apologizing for your language. There'd be something wrong with you if

you didn't feel that way. My husband has a tattoo of a dragon on his arm that

he got when he was young, and we've talked about him adding to it by putting a

dagger through its heart as a sign that I slayed the dragon. Not until 6 months

after treatment is over, though, to make sure the dragon is still dead.

Yeah, it should drop down to 60,000.

Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a bunch of

bills yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to October of

last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti rejection drugs.

My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what Medicare Part B doesn't.

Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I called my supplemental

insurance company, and they said they were all denied because the hospital

pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I needed to get a referral for

my anti rejection drugs every month before they would pay for them. A year ago,

I talked to another person at the insurance company who told me it is

automatically denied because they see it as a prescription and they don't pay

for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it would be covered because they

would have to process it manually. That's what I thought it was about all this

time was the confusion of it being a prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays

for it. It threw me for a loop when they told me I need a referral from my

family doctor locally under the insurance health care system to get my anti

rejection drugs paid for at the transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to

get a referral to go up and see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection

drugs paid for to? What? They said it is in their book. It's not in their

book. That's a different kind of situation than they have explained in their

book. They say I can file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but

now I'm so overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance. Now

I'm thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just all torn up

about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all depressed and

like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this. I'm usually

pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop. Thanks for

listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his unemployment

extended until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a big

worry off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

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I don't go for the alcoholics or the druggies. I go for the ones who can't

communicate unless they are telling you what to do. And then when they do

start talking, they don't want to hear what you are saying anyway. I have

done it three times now, and each one was worse than the one before. It

amazes me how I can tell one how to do something, and I am always wrong, but

then they hear it from someone else and come home with this great idea they

just heard about. I don't understand why I haven't had serious ulcers. All

my men seem to have to try to make me out to be stupid even though my iq is

higher than theirs. Jan H

> Dave,

>

> Don't feel bad...........put me in a room with 99 men and 1 alcoholic man

> and I would choose the alcoholic every time........Doesn't make sense.....

>

>

>

> Thanks for this day and for our tomorrows

>

> Love, Lyncia

>

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> Subject: Re: Re: Insurance

> To: livercirrhosissupport

> Date: Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 8:10 AM

>

>

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>

>

>

> Yes, I know somthing about picking the sick ones, most of my life you could

> line 10 women up along the wall, and I'd pick the sickest one

> everytime..like they say, the holes in my head matched the rocks in

> their's. Wonder if that had somthing to do with me being as damaged as

> them?

> Dave

>

> ____________ _________ _________ __

> From: pinkmeetsblue <pinkmeetsblue@ yahoo.com>

> To: livercirrhosissuppo rtyahoogroups (DOT) com

> Sent: Mon, November 2, 2009 9:36:23 PM

> Subject: Re: Insurance

>

>

> roni, honey hear me lol give him 30 days notice, and put his butt on the

> curb. i am sorry you are having such a rough time with this guy, want me to

> send my pitbull over ,hahahahaha heck shed just lick him to death lol. after

> she invited him in for tea and crumpets hahahahaha, i would bite him too!!

> nobody deserves to be mistreated human or animal, hes using you it sounds

> like to me. get him gone, god will send you your soul mate ,he sent me bobby

> glenn!!! trust me in my 20s (gosh that seems like a lifetime ago) i was a

> magnet for buttholes,i had no good judgement ,so god stepped in. life is

> hard enough without someone bringing you down, kick him to the curb,go file

> that paper work, see it ticks me off when someone is able bodied to work and

> doesnt,esp.with our situation. i wish you the best and thank you for caring

> for my hubby and i ,all my love barby

>

>

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > bunch of bills

> > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > October of

> > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > rejection

> > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > called my

> > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > denied because

> > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > needed to get

> > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > would pay for

> > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > company who

> > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > prescription and

> > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > would be

> > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > what I

> > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > > for a loop

> > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > locally under the

> > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > > for at the

> > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > > go up and

> > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > > to? What?

> > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > > different

> > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > say I can

> > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > I'm so

> > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > Now I'm

> > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > > all torn up

> > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > depressed and

> > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > > I'm usually

> > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > > Thanks for

> > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > unemployment extended

> > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > > big worry

> > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > >

> > > > Di

> > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

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I learned I was better off alone than dealing with jealousy and abandonment

issues.  Kind of lonely at times, but it is what it is.  Now that I'm disabled

that has added to my unwillingness to pursue a soul-mate.  Living with and

taking care of my nearly blind pop causes another issue.  Issues on top of

issues.  He cannot see enough to turn the thermostat up or down correctly, poor

guy.  Lovable old character though, thank God.  I've quit expecting for a

soul-mate to come along.  peace and comfort,

 Dave

________________________________

To: livercirrhosissupport

Sent: Tue, November 3, 2009 10:11:49 AM

Subject: Re: Insurance

 

Dave, I know EXACTLY what you mean. If there were 300 good guys and 1 jerk, well

the jerk is gonna be the one I just can't live without! Each time one of the

" good " guys picked me they just were not " exciting " enough. There are

psycological terms for all of this but they escape me right now. But WE do put

off some type of vibes. I know it took me many years and many men to figure

myself out. I played the " victim " part all too well and the predators picked up

on that. We live and learn huh?...Best wishes~~~Debbie

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > bunch of bills

> > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > October of

> > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > rejection

> > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > called my

> > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > denied because

> > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > needed to get

> > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > would pay for

> > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > company who

> > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > prescription and

> > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > would be

> > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > what I

> > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > > for a loop

> > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > locally under the

> > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > > for at the

> > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > > go up and

> > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > > to? What?

> > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > > different

> > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > say I can

> > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > I'm so

> > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > Now I'm

> > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > > all torn up

> > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > depressed and

> > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > > I'm usually

> > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > > Thanks for

> > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > unemployment extended

> > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > > big worry

> > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > >

> > > > Di

> > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

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Thanks Bobby! I'd love to chat with you sometime and a group chat

sounds like fun! I found out I have to write him a letter first and

then after a period of time proceed with the eviction. It really

makes me sad it has come down to this. I still do care for the guy

and always will. I just really need peace now for my health and well

being.

Roni

> I am really sorry that you are facing this as well as everything

> else. How awful. I am sayin a prayer for you. I cannot imagine how

> awful it must be, but it sure sounds like it is. Hugs. Please hang

> in here. and if you want to chat or IM, get in touch. I want to open

> a Palringo group for this group to live chat. Maybe I'll do it

> tommorrow. Hang tough, Rhonda. Love, Bobby

>

> long life, old age, everything good-Apache prayer

>

> ________________________________

>

> To: livercirrhosissupport

> Sent: Mon, November 2, 2009 1:58:34 PM

> Subject: Re: Re: Insurance

>

> Barby,

>

> I want a love soulmate just like him! You lucky girl. :) I have to

> share what is going on with my " ex boyfriend " . We broke up months ago

> and he is still living here. He hasn't worked in 2-1/2 years while I

> carried the whole load financially. I haven't received a dime for

> rent, heat, or water. Occasionally he gives me 20 for groceries.

> About once a month. He is perfectly healthy man and is quite capable

> of working. Now his car broke down and he wants to borrow mine. He

> complains constantly about my dog barking and I walk on tip toes to

> accomadate him. I've asked him to remove repeatedly because it's like

> hitting yourself in the head with a hammer everyday. He keeps

> saying.....I' m leaving this date, I'm leaving that date, leaving

> before winter.....etc. Any yesterday my dog nipped at him and he

> threatened to kill him and was going after him with a rake. He is

> constantly screaming at the dog and I dont really blame him for

> nipping at him. He was defending himself. I told him to back off

> and leave my dog alone! Called the cops because I fear for my pets

> safety. They said I can't file a restraining order until he actually

> does something. They took one look at the dog, patted his head and

> just rolled their eyes. He had described him as a vicious animal who

> puts people in danger. This is a sweet little dog. I mean Little!

> He's a terrier. It scares me because at one time I was going to marry

> this guy. Tommorrow, I'm going to the city to start eviction

> proceedings because you just can't kick someone out who lives with

> you. I will never....... and I mean never! live with anyone again.

> Sorry, just wanted to vent. Those of you who have found love are

> really the lucky ones. :)

>

> Much love,

> Roni

>

>

>

> >

> > ohhhhhhhhh my dear dear friend you are not butting in lol. my post

> > are kinda like come one come all lol, i need all the help i can get,

> > i am tired girl wore out but have to stand stong in order to help

> > him. i am glad you understand thaat and know just what to say to

> > pick my feeling sorry for myself butt up off the floor!! and i will

> > understand if he chooses not to cont. this brutal attack on his body

> > and mind. i read it seems to be harder on men i guess cause us woman

> > are used to pain lol.(sorry to all my man friends) hes miserable but

> > hes my miserable love soulmate and best friend, i will do what ever

> > it takes,and i am so thankful to you and all my family here for

> > being right by my side ,when i feel like i just wanna run and hide.

> > i love you diane!!!!!!! barby

> >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > bunch of bills

> > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > October of

> > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > rejection

> > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > Medicare Part B

> > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > called my

> > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > denied because

> > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > needed to get

> > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > would pay for

> > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > company who

> > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > prescription and

> > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > would be

> > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > what I

> > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it

> being a

> > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > for a loop

> > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > locally under the

> > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > for at the

> > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > go up and

> > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > to? What?

> > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > different

> > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > say I can

> > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > I'm so

> > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > Now I'm

> > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > all torn up

> > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > depressed and

> > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > I'm usually

> > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > Thanks for

> > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > unemployment extended

> > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > big worry

> > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > --

> > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > >

> > > Di

> > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > >

> > >

> > >

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LOL Barby. You don't need a pitbull....he's afraid of a terrier. I'm

a real animal lover and a man that would hurt a dog is not the guy for

me! My doggie has been everywhere with me and doesn't leave my sight

at anytime. Sucks to live this way. It will be over soon though!

Whew! I'm a weirdo magnet. Take me to any club and the weirdest guy

in the place will walk up to me and start some strange conversation.

It's a joke with my friends. I don't trust my judgement and so hope

God does step in. If I'm meant to be single though.....so be it.

Your a jewel Barby!

Much love,

Roni

> roni, honey hear me lol give him 30 days notice, and put his butt on

> the curb. i am sorry you are having such a rough time with this guy,

> want me to send my pitbull over ,hahahahaha heck shed just lick him

> to death lol. after she invited him in for tea and crumpets

> hahahahaha, i would bite him too!! nobody deserves to be mistreated

> human or animal, hes using you it sounds like to me. get him gone,

> god will send you your soul mate ,he sent me bobby glenn!!! trust me

> in my 20s (gosh that seems like a lifetime ago) i was a magnet for

> buttholes,i had no good judgement ,so god stepped in. life is hard

> enough without someone bringing you down, kick him to the curb,go

> file that paper work, see it ticks me off when someone is able

> bodied to work and doesnt,esp.with our situation. i wish you the

> best and thank you for caring for my hubby and i ,all my love barby

>

>

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > bunch of bills

> > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > October of

> > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > rejection

> > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > called my

> > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > denied because

> > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > needed to get

> > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > would pay for

> > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > company who

> > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > prescription and

> > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > would be

> > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > what I

> > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it

> being a

> > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw

> me

> > > for a loop

> > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > locally under the

> > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs

> paid

> > > for at the

> > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a

> referral to

> > > go up and

> > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> for

> > > to? What?

> > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book.

> That's a

> > > different

> > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > say I can

> > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > I'm so

> > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > Now I'm

> > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm

> just

> > > all torn up

> > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > depressed and

> > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all

> this.

> > > I'm usually

> > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a

> loop.

> > > Thanks for

> > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > unemployment extended

> > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month.

> That's a

> > > big worry

> > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Warm Hugs..........

> > > >

> > > > Di

> > > > http://auntdisexperimentallife.blogspot.com

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

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Dave, I'll take your Pop and trade ya 2 kids!...lol...I sometimes regret that I

will never have that " last love " to see me thru old age. I just had a couple of

suitcases of baggage before. Now I have a storage unit. But like you said...it

is what it is...Best wishes~~~Debbie

> > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > > bunch of bills

> > > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > > October of

> > > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > > rejection

> > > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > > called my

> > > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > > denied because

> > > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > > needed to get

> > > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > > would pay for

> > > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > > company who

> > > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > > prescription and

> > > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > > would be

> > > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > > what I

> > > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it being a

> > > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw me

> > > > for a loop

> > > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > > locally under the

> > > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> > > > for at the

> > > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a referral to

> > > > go up and

> > > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid for

> > > > to? What?

> > > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book. That's a

> > > > different

> > > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > > say I can

> > > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > > I'm so

> > > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > > Now I'm

> > > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm just

> > > > all torn up

> > > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > > depressed and

> > > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all this.

> > > > I'm usually

> > > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a loop.

> > > > Thanks for

> > > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > > unemployment extended

> > > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month. That's a

> > > > big worry

> > > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > > --

> > > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > > >

> > > > > Di

> > > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

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Makes me wonder too Dave. Hmmmmmm.......maybe it's me that has

issues???? Nah.

Roni

> Yes, I know somthing about picking the sick ones, most of my life

> you could line 10 women up along the wall, and I'd pick the sickest

> one everytime..like they say, the holes in my head matched the rocks

> in their's. Wonder if that had somthing to do with me being as

> damaged as them?

> Dave

>

> ________________________________

>

> To: livercirrhosissupport

> Sent: Mon, November 2, 2009 9:36:23 PM

> Subject: Re: Insurance

>

>

> roni, honey hear me lol give him 30 days notice, and put his butt on

> the curb. i am sorry you are having such a rough time with this guy,

> want me to send my pitbull over ,hahahahaha heck shed just lick him

> to death lol. after she invited him in for tea and crumpets

> hahahahaha, i would bite him too!! nobody deserves to be mistreated

> human or animal, hes using you it sounds like to me. get him gone,

> god will send you your soul mate ,he sent me bobby glenn!!! trust me

> in my 20s (gosh that seems like a lifetime ago) i was a magnet for

> buttholes,i had no good judgement ,so god stepped in. life is hard

> enough without someone bringing you down, kick him to the curb,go

> file that paper work, see it ticks me off when someone is able

> bodied to work and doesnt,esp.with our situation. i wish you the

> best and thank you for caring for my hubby and i ,all my love barby

>

>

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I got a

> > > bunch of bills

> > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating back to

> > > October of

> > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on my anti

> > > rejection

> > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection drugs. I

> > > called my

> > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were all

> > > denied because

> > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system, and I

> > > needed to get

> > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month before they

> > > would pay for

> > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the insurance

> > > company who

> > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it as a

> > > prescription and

> > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing, but it

> > > would be

> > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually. That's

> > > what I

> > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of it

> being a

> > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It threw

> me

> > > for a loop

> > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > locally under the

> > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection drugs

> paid

> > > for at the

> > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a

> referral to

> > > go up and

> > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs paid

> for

> > > to? What?

> > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book.

> That's a

> > > different

> > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their book. They

> > > say I can

> > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid, but now

> > > I'm so

> > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my grievance.

> > > Now I'm

> > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and I'm

> just

> > > all torn up

> > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just feeling all

> > > depressed and

> > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for all

> this.

> > > I'm usually

> > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for a

> loop.

> > > Thanks for

> > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it off my

> > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > unemployment extended

> > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month.

> That's a

> > > big worry

> > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > --

> > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > >

> > > > Di

> > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

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LOL Debbie. A storage unit......that's cute.

Roni

> Dave, I'll take your Pop and trade ya 2 kids!...lol...I sometimes

> regret that I will never have that " last love " to see me thru old

> age. I just had a couple of suitcases of baggage before. Now I have

> a storage unit. But like you said...it is what it is...Best

> wishes~~~Debbie

>

>

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I'm a bit freaked out today because I

> got a

> > > > > bunch of bills

> > > > > > > yesterday from my transplant hospital pharmacy dating

> back to

> > > > > October of

> > > > > > > last year through April of this year of money I owe on

> my anti

> > > > > rejection

> > > > > > > drugs. My supplemental insurance was supposed to pay what

> > > > > Medicare Part B

> > > > > > > doesn't. Medicare Part B pays for the anti rejection

> drugs. I

> > > > > called my

> > > > > > > supplemental insurance company, and they said they were

> all

> > > > > denied because

> > > > > > > the hospital pharmacy is outside of their health system,

> and I

> > > > > needed to get

> > > > > > > a referral for my anti rejection drugs every month

> before they

> > > > > would pay for

> > > > > > > them. A year ago, I talked to another person at the

> insurance

> > > > > company who

> > > > > > > told me it is automatically denied because they see it

> as a

> > > > > prescription and

> > > > > > > they don't pay for prescriptions, and it is confusing,

> but it

> > > > > would be

> > > > > > > covered because they would have to process it manually.

> That's

> > > > > what I

> > > > > > > thought it was about all this time was the confusion of

> it being a

> > > > > > > prescription drug, but Medicare Part B pays for it. It

> threw me

> > > > > for a loop

> > > > > > > when they told me I need a referral from my family doctor

> > > > > locally under the

> > > > > > > insurance health care system to get my anti rejection

> drugs paid

> > > > > for at the

> > > > > > > transplant hospital pharmacy. I know I have to get a

> referral to

> > > > > go up and

> > > > > > > see my hepatologist, but to get my anti rejection drugs

> paid for

> > > > > to? What?

> > > > > > > They said it is in their book. It's not in their book.

> That's a

> > > > > different

> > > > > > > kind of situation than they have explained in their

> book. They

> > > > > say I can

> > > > > > > file a grievance as to why I think it should be paid,

> but now

> > > > > I'm so

> > > > > > > overwhelmed that I can't think what to write in my

> grievance.

> > > > > Now I'm

> > > > > > > thinking it's all my fault and I should have known, and

> I'm just

> > > > > all torn up

> > > > > > > about it. I'll get over it soon, but now I'm just

> feeling all

> > > > > depressed and

> > > > > > > like I screwed up. It makes me want to cry. Sorry for

> all this.

> > > > > I'm usually

> > > > > > > pretty strong and a fighter, but this just threw me for

> a loop.

> > > > > Thanks for

> > > > > > > listening. It makes me feel a little better to get it

> off my

> > > > > chest.

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On the plus side, my husband got his

> > > > > unemployment extended

> > > > > > > until June of next year. It was due to end next month.

> That's a

> > > > > big worry

> > > > > > > off of us.

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Penny

> > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > > --

> > > > > > Warm Hugs........ ..

> > > > > >

> > > > > > Di

> > > > > > http://auntdisexper imentallife. blogspot. com

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

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