went to the hospital today

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Well I got the call that they would like my son to come down. I

agreed as long as I was able to wait in the hall outside the

room..not in the lobby downstairs. My son was very nervous but he

put his head up high and walked into that room! I think it was a

positive meeting. It lasted over 1 hour. My son came out once to

check on me but seemed ok to go back in. He says that his dad wanted

to go check out hot girls with him,but now that my son knows what is

wrong he understands these bizarre comments. It makes it kind of

ok,,ya know? His father did get up at one point to show my son around

and he saw me..I did try to hide behind the nurses desk but it all

happened so quick. So apparently he went to go hide his wallet once

he saw me..I dont know what he thought I wanted..his revoked drivers

license, maxed out credit cards, or maybe just the empty wallet

itself..kinda of funny, in a morbid sort of way. Anyway he is

clearly still confused, looks so thin and walks so slow. He was

asking his mother for his coat and boots..I heard the nurse tell her

that if she brought them down he would leave. Since he passed the

psych evaluation they cant really keep him. All they can do is try

to convinced him to stay. I cant believe that..if he leaves the hosp

with this distorted sense of reality how will he even make it through

the night? This hosp is not in a great area..yikes..its scary.

Anyway I think we all know that his prognosis is not good..if this

was the last time my son will see his dad at least it was positive

and not full of the usual mental abuse and fear from the past.