Vicki

[Guest guest]

Yeah, I think the cold does just that, lol. I mean, it's not so bad here yet,

but it will be, and, well I don't know. I do hope you start feeling better soon,

though, Vicki.

It just kinda' sucks, because I love the rain. It messes with my joints so bad,

but there's not much else I love on this earth than a Hot, Summer weekend night

when it's pouring out and we're going to the store or something. I can't help

it. I know i'm gonna' pay for it, but I have to go out in it. I can't help it.

If it's not lightning, and it's really pouring, I'll go out and dance in the

front yard. Cars going by slow down and stare! About a year or 2 ago, during the

summer, like, there's this hill by my house, and it started to rain. I just sat

there in it for like, an hour, Then I got up and just started walking to my

house, I love it.

Someone said I have a self-destructive tendency by doing that, going out in the

rain, when I may get struck by lightning, coming in all wet, running the risk of

catching a cold, and inviting Fibro problems later to boot. First of all, I DO

NOT go out when there's lightning. Thounder, yeah, but not lightning. Second,

they proved years ago that going out into the rain doens't make you more

vulnerable cold-wise. About the other stuff, I don't know, but, well.. whatever

Lacey

[Guest guest]

Hi Vicky,

I could have had a bath in the amount of tears i cried. All these feelings and emotions were flooding in and it was hard to make any sense of it all. But that's part of it to, you did the right thing getting in a bath that's what i did and i stuck to watching cartoons on tv.I know that might sound funny but it was all i could cope with at the same stage you are in now i thought i was never going to survive it.I fought to keep my sanity everyday vicky just like you are doing now and you will win. I feel your a winner, in a few weeks you will look back and know you are winning because you will have some distance between you and the drug.I will be honest with you noone knows what you are going through except for people that have gone through it.If you are getting bad zapping while sleeping or trying to sleep can i suggest a mouth gaurd for your teeth i wish i had known about the chance that i could break my teeth.

hugs ros