what should I do????!!! Desperate for advise

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Will someone pleaseeeee give their input. I am frustrated. I recently

had the surgery with saline implants in march (3), 2005. I was really

happy initially and have enjoyed feeling better in my clothes etc.,

felt more confident. But, I recently have received some negative

responses from friends...really more like judgments....which put me

into a tail-spin initially, but ultimately has made me reevaluate my

decision. I am suffering from " buyers remorse " . Now, after reading

the horror stories and actually having some nights sweates and

sleeplessness about 2 weeks ago, I am a little freaked. I am just

worried because I am not married and do desire to be attractive. I am

not sexually active so it's not an issue now, but to whomever my future

husband is I want to be attractive. Is it wise to go ahead and

explant? Will I look deformed? I am a small C now and previously was

flat (32AA).

Will any one be so kind to proffer some advise and moral support to

this confused young woman!?