Re: Please help.....near despair and ending it.......deformit...

[Guest guest]

Dear Sue,

I also looked really deformed when I had my removal and completely flat, nothing at all only nipple. Give it time I promise they will pump up more, I really love my natural breasts now I honestly do.

After my removal I had a mammogram done, the doctor wrote DEFORMED left breast on my result form along with a picture of where the breast sort of caved in, but it ISN'T noticeable anymore. I have to admit though even if they were still completely flat I wouldn't care as I have learnt to love who I am for what I am, all natural and more importantly not dying of silicone poisoning. Things will get better I promise you, in the mean time try wearing the (chicken fillets) we call them in England, you just pop them in your bra and they give you an extra cup size, I do buy and wear Gel filled bras they are more expensive but NO ONE has ever noticed that I even had a removal only my hubby of course and my boob size doesn't matter at all to him. I used to hate having my false boobs touched, I felt confident in clothes but not naked, I no longer worry about my boobs being touched (by hubby) as they feel warm and natural, small but all mine.

Time will heal I promise

Sue.

[Guest guest]

Oh, thank you so much for responding. I look awful now and am in a

sea of despair. How much time did it take for you to get back

to " normal " ? YES mine are totally caved in on top and the right is

so much smaller. I looked at my before explant photos and i was

small but perfect! I am so angry and hate myself for doing it. I

don't have a boyfriend or husband so believe no one will want me

deformed and scarred inside....

> Dear Sue,

>

> I also looked really deformed when I had my removal and completely

flat,

> nothing at all only nipple. Give it time I promise they will pump

up more, I

> really love my natural breasts now I honestly do.

> After my removal I had a mammogram done, the doctor wrote DEFORMED

left

> breast on my result form along with a picture of where the breast

sort of caved

> in, but it ISN'T noticeable anymore. I have to admit though even if

they were

> still completely flat I wouldn't care as I have learnt to love who

I am for

> what I am, all natural and more importantly not dying of silicone

poisoning.

> Things will get better I promise you, in the mean time try wearing

the (chicken

> fillets) we call them in England, you just pop them in your bra

and they

> give you an extra cup size, I do buy and wear Gel filled bras

they are more

> expensive but NO ONE has ever noticed that I even had a removal

only my hubby of

> course and my boob size doesn't matter at all to him. I used to

hate having

> my false boobs touched, I felt confident in clothes but not naked,

I no

> longer worry about my boobs being touched (by hubby) as they feel

warm and

> natural, small but all mine.

> Time will heal I promise

>

> Sue.