deformity after removal/nerve muscle pain

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Thank you all for your responses. I know it's all logical, but I

can't get over it. I get more and more depressed each day and am

very scared. I am alone, so have no one here to help me with my

thoughts. They get darker all the time. I constantly think about

how I did this to myself and it was so unneccesary. No one will

want me in this deformed and suicidal state and it makes me despair

even more.

The constant pain I am in now doesn't help. Chronic nerve pain,

numbness and tingling are constant in my chest and arms. My

chiropractors says she feesl adhesions and nodules in my pectoral

areas. I don't know what kind of dr. to see anymore to get

better.......

Please, has anyone ever had this or heard of it? Where do I go?

> > > > I am writing this as a desparate plea for help or advice. I

> had

> > > my

> > > > implants removed one month ago and my breasts are flat as

> > pancakes

> > > and

> > > > deformed. The right is especially shrinking in. I was a

> small A

> > > > prior to implants and now am even smaller and caved

in.........

> > > > I am so incredibly depressed......does it get better?

> > > > Is there anything I can do to build them back to where they

> were

> > > > before? Some type of undergarment to wear, vitamins, herbs,

> > food,

> > > > anything? I can't function anymore. My body image is

> obviously

> > > > destroyed.

> > > > I can't believe I made such an awful decision to have them

put

> in

> > > in

> > > > the first place.

> > > > My nerve pain and numbness is a whole other issue

> too..........I

> > > don't

> > > > think I can deal with any of this.

> > > > please help. thank you, sue