Things that make life stuck

[Guest guest]

Today, I fall down in a shop, and I phone a friend who studied law, She strongly

suggest me to go to doctor and do some legal action. and get rights back. I am

quite confused in that time, and I decide to follow the advice, the owner take

me to medical center....

In the middle of examination, I start to realize something, It's already waste

me 3 hours, we are still in half of the examination process. If I use this 3

hours working, I can own more than a hundred dollars, If I use the 3 hours

reading, I might read a wonderful book and get new insight, If I spend the 3

hours in park listen music, I will feel happy. Now I wait in the line in a cold

room, and experience some frustration in order to fight for fairness, how is the

investment and payout? and after take X ray, I decide to let go, and I went home

take a warm bath, I got min hurt in my foot, and if it getting betting I will

never go back to doctor, and I feel this can be recovery in a few days at the

beginning, but I act of my inner emotion turbulence and involve in the

pointless action.

I suddenly remember a story, in a novel, a young woman was killed, and she

appears every night in the building, distressed wondering, She appeared in many

dreams of her mum, hope one day she can find the killer and put him into jail.

eventually a few decade past, the mum found the killer, " justice " is done! and

the ghost of young woman disappeared from the building.... maybe some people

think search for justice, it appears to me that the woman and her mum paid too

much in the drama.

There are many things that make us stuck, fighting is the major one, we fight

with others for justice, we fight with ourselves, we fight with things we can

not change. I original come from China, Do you know why China is poor

country---these a few decade a lot of drama of fighting among government and

people.

the opposite of fighting is accept, let go, looking for constructive way...