Re: Update - Keven - For ROS

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

The shoe thing i understand that all to well i am another one that will sit thinking and thinking and gets nothing done.I have got to a point where i talk myself into doing it,you know when your sitting thinking about it. Tell yourself i can sit here and think till i am blue in the face but it doesn't solve the problem. Tell yourself to go like someone else suggested if you have a fav pair of shoes and you know where you got them run in and buy the same ones.This is how i do my shopping i run round the shop i can't handle being in there and i get everything i need fast and i am out of there.I also wear the same new balance shoes can you believe i am on the 5th pair of the same ones i get them at sears and know exactly where they are in the store so i run in and out.Once you have done it you can be proud of yourself it's like an accomplishment.I feel that no matter what i do in this life even if it's just cutting the grass washing dishes to me every little thing counts where i used to think nothing of it before.Ok here is the deal next time those shoes come in your head make yourself get them no matter what do'nt sit down and think about it and if you are sitting get up and go.I want to hear you have got them in the next week''LOL''.Reward yourself with a nap when you get home.We will all be waiting to give you a big hug when you have done it.

Hugs Ros

[Guest guest]

Ok here is the deal next time those shoes come in your head make yourself get them no matter what do'nt sit down and think about it and if you are sitting get up and go.I want to hear you have got them in the next week''LOL''.Reward yourself with a nap when you get home.We will all be waiting to give you a big hug when you have done it.

And we want a photo of you AND the new shoes!!!!

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[Guest guest]

Thanks Ros, for the reply.

I quit watching US news long, long ago. I just don't know what to

believe anymore anyways. I'll watch, maybe the weather, but that is

it...

I can handle the sharp, shooting pain. Just really annoying me.

When I feel dizzy, I don't like that too much. I don't like being

ablt to tell " what " is gonna make me dizzy, or this feeling of ALL

watching ALL my energy drastically drop, to the point to where I

have to lie down & often just sleep. - then I miss a meal, and

that's NO GOOD. Let it be known, that I am trying. I really am.

The dang shoe problem still eludes me, as that mall trip never

happened. I am not certain if I had mentioned this before, but it

is not just shoes, per say. I thought I had seen somebody mention

before about feeling like " not caring about anything " . Not to be

taken that I am down, Gosh, this is SO hard to describe. The only

thing that comes to my mind, is LAZY - but I know I am not that kind

of person. I mean, I don't WANT TO be, but seems like I still get

into zombie type states where EVERYTHING seems like a huge hassle,

that I'll waste much time " thinking " about ALL this stuff, then the

whole day passes, a week passes, and I am still " thinking about it " .

Seems like the days are now like Groundhog day. Repeat, rewind, do

again...over & over. A loop.

Call it: " Can't pin-point a thought cuz they race SOooo much, with

so much energy being used in the race process, that I am too wiped

out physically DO something when I actually 'feel' like doing

something "

Hugs 2u,

Kev

[Guest guest]

> The dang shoe problem still eludes me, as that mall trip never

> happened. I am not certain if I had mentioned this before, but it

> is not just shoes, per say. I thought I had seen somebody mention

> before about feeling like " not caring about anything " . Not to be

> taken that I am down, Gosh, this is SO hard to describe. The only

> thing that comes to my mind, is LAZY - but I know I am not that

kind

> of person. I mean, I don't WANT TO be, but seems like I still get

> into zombie type states where EVERYTHING seems like a huge hassle,

> that I'll waste much time " thinking " about ALL this stuff, then the

> whole day passes, a week passes, and I am still " thinking about it " .

>

> Seems like the days are now like Groundhog day. Repeat, rewind, do

> again...over & over. A loop.

>

I think i posted before about just not caring about anything. It

seems like you can only do that for so long before it makes you go

nuts that you have to care about something. Also i know what you

mean about Groundhogs day. I told someone a couple weeks ago that

every weak just seems to be a replay of the week before. I don't get

it.

-joe