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It sounds to me like the little voice is one you may

want to welcome. After all, it was right, wasn't it? It appears that your

intuition is kicking in.

But the problem (for me, anyway) is that intuition is often overridden by some other force. This happened to me recently -- I drove my Volvo down the canyon, to town and back, with the front end thumping. I kept saying to myself that this cannot be a good sign, but I did it anyway. Then my husband drove my car and said, "gee, didn't you notice all this thumping?" and I admitted I had, and that I didn't think it was good but I didn't seem to be able to do anything about it. We took it to the mechanic and I explained the noise to him and told him to test drive it, he'd see what I was talking about. He called an hour later and said he wouldn't DARE test drive that car, the tie rod was SO LOOSE that it was a wonder that I still had a tire on my front right side and he then explained how DANGEROUS this was, which I knew, but I didn't seem to be able to get past knowing that to do something about it. The number of times similar events have occurred are too many to mention, but like Ros, sometimes I do things despite the fact that something is telling me not to do them -- it's as though the braking mechanism in my brain is broken and while the rational side is screaming at me, DON'T DRIVE YOUR FREAKING CAR WITH THIS NOISE, I'm almost powerless to abide by the command. I don't know how to explain it. Ros did a better job than I did. It makes me very skeptical about my judgment in certain situations and that I could intentionally put myself in harm's way despite the intuition telling me that I ought not to do it. It's almost as though I don't really have control anymore.

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Oh, and the worst part about this incident, was that I kept thinking to myself, "Gee, I could be driving down the canyon and a wheel could fly off, and I could go off the road, down the 200 foot canyon, and be killed." Even that thought did not stop me from driving a car that felt as though the wheel was going to come off, which it was close to doing.

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The little voice was right cathrine, but i could have been electrocuted because of that little voice who in their right mind would step in water with an electric cable running through it.It's made me feel like i can't trust myself again.

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Isn't impulsiveness a symptom of lowered serotonin, which is what

you get after taking an SSRI?

I don't think it's impulsiveness as much as it's damage to my frontal lobes that regulate decision making and executive thinking!!! LOL Nobdy in their right mind would have driven that car -- it's NOT like it was a little thump -- the g.d. wheel was about to come off! LOL

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<<Ros, now disheartened that some little voice saying ( it's ok) can win

over my mind screaming danger.>>

Disheartened, Ros? It sounds to me like the little voice is one you may

want to welcome. After all, it was right, wasn't it? It appears that your

intuition is kicking in.

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Dear Glitter,

You said:

<<But the problem (for me, anyway) is that intuition is often overridden by

some other force. >>

It eventually won't be overridden the more you ignore it and see how

you've messed yourself up, lol. This happens to people who have very strong

wills or a strong denial system. The trick is to learn to differentiate

between will and intuition and to learn the right places to use each.

Regards,

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<<The little voice was right cathrine, but i could have been electrocuted

because of that little voice who in their right mind would step in water

with an electric cable running through it.It's made me feel like i can't

trust myself again.>>

The " little voice " knew the difference between what was safe and what

wasn't, Ros. After all, it WAS safe, wasn't it?

Regards,

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> In a message dated 2/26/04 12:56:57 PM Mountain Standard Time,

> ccreel@r... writes:

>

>

> > It sounds to me like the little voice is one you may

> > want to welcome. After all, it was right, wasn't it? It

appears that your

> > intuition is kicking in.

> >

>

> But the problem (for me, anyway) is that intuition is often

overridden by

> some other force. This happened to me recently -- I drove my

Volvo down the

> canyon, to town and back, with the front end thumping. I kept

saying to myself

> that this cannot be a good sign, but I did it anyway. Then my

husband drove my

> car and said, " gee, didn't you notice all this thumping? " and I

admitted I

> had, and that I didn't think it was good but I didn't seem to be

able to do

> anything about it. We took it to the mechanic and I explained the

noise to him

> and told him to test drive it, he'd see what I was talking about.

He called an

> hour later and said he wouldn't DARE test drive that car, the tie

rod was SO

> LOOSE that it was a wonder that I still had a tire on my front

right side and

> he then explained how DANGEROUS this was, which I knew, but I

didn't seem to be

> able to get past knowing that to do something about it. The

number of times

> similar events have occurred are too many to mention, but like

Ros, sometimes

> I do things despite the fact that something is telling me not to

do them --

> it's as though the braking mechanism in my brain is broken and

while the

> rational side is screaming at me, DON'T DRIVE YOUR FREAKING CAR

WITH THIS NOISE, I'm

> almost powerless to abide by the command. I don't know how to

explain it.

> Ros did a better job than I did. It makes me very skeptical about

my judgment

> in certain situations and that I could intentionally put myself in

harm's way

> despite the intuition telling me that I ought not to do it. It's

almost as

> though I don't really have control anymore.

Isn't impulsiveness a symptom of lowered serotonin, which is what

you get after taking an SSRI?

-joe

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> In a message dated 2/26/04 4:05:17 PM Mountain Standard Time,

> metafunj@h... writes:

>

>

> > Isn't impulsiveness a symptom of lowered serotonin, which is

what

> > you get after taking an SSRI?

> >

>

> I don't think it's impulsiveness as much as it's damage to my

frontal lobes

> that regulate decision making and executive thinking!!! LOL

Nobdy in their

> right mind would have driven that car -- it's NOT like it was a

little thump --

> the g.d. wheel was about to come off! LOL

Yeh i was suprised after reading that message when i saw YOU were

the one that wrote it. i can't imagine you doing would do something

like that, this is the first time i've heard about this symptom too!

-joe

>

> Blind Reason

> a novel of espionage and pharmaceutical intrigue

> Think your antidepressant is safe? Think again.

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