reservations

[Guest guest]

Today I made my reservations for the condo near Dr. Feng. Next week I

will have to start taking my pre-surgery supplements and change my

diet. It's getting closer! I think I am going to start doing the detox

baths now too. I'm still feeling anxious, but in a good way. A friend

of mine wrote this to me today...

" Physically, you are dealing with a long term illness, but there is a

light at the end, soon. That is scary in itself. You have felt one way

for so long and now the opportunity to feel better is scary. Like a

crutch. you won't need the yuckiness anymore. It's like taking off

something you have been wearing for a long time and feeling exposed. "

She was right, and I had never thought about it that way. It's silly

to think that feeling healthy, feeling normal, is scary, but it is!

It's been 10 years since I haven't been overwhelmed with worry and

fear about how my body is going to feel or react to everyday things. I

don't really remember what it feels like to feel normal.

[Guest guest]

,

You're going to grow into your healthy body a lot

easier than you grew into the unhealthy one!

Congradulations on taking the next step!

Hugs,

Rogene

[Guest guest]

, That's wonderful that you have a friend that believes you and is there to support you. Many of us get more support and understanding from our friends than we do from our families. Love, Anita reservations Today I made my reservations for the condo near Dr. Feng. Next week I will have to start taking my pre-surgery supplements and change my diet. It's getting closer! I think I am going to start doing the detox baths now too. I'm still feeling anxious, but in a good way. A friend of mine wrote this to me today... "Physically, you are dealing with a long term illness, but there is a light at the end, soon. That is scary in itself. You have felt one way for so long and now the opportunity to feel better is scary. Like a crutch. you won't need the yuckiness anymore. It's like taking off something you have been wearing for a long time and feeling exposed."She was right, and I had never thought about it that way. It's silly to think that feeling healthy, feeling normal, is scary, but it is! It's been 10 years since I haven't been overwhelmed with worry and fear about how my body is going to feel or react to everyday things. I don't really remember what it feels like to feel normal.

[Guest guest]

kristen

I hope that you will start feeling normal again really soon! We

will be praying that your surgery and recovery go well.

Hugs

kathy

> Today I made my reservations for the condo near Dr. Feng. Next

week I

> will have to start taking my pre-surgery supplements and change my

> diet. It's getting closer! I think I am going to start doing the

detox

> baths now too. I'm still feeling anxious, but in a good way. A

friend

> of mine wrote this to me today...

>

> " Physically, you are dealing with a long term illness, but there

is a

> light at the end, soon. That is scary in itself. You have felt one

way

> for so long and now the opportunity to feel better is scary. Like

a

> crutch. you won't need the yuckiness anymore. It's like taking off

> something you have been wearing for a long time and feeling

exposed. "

>

> She was right, and I had never thought about it that way. It's

silly

> to think that feeling healthy, feeling normal, is scary, but it

is!

> It's been 10 years since I haven't been overwhelmed with worry and

> fear about how my body is going to feel or react to everyday

things. I

> don't really remember what it feels like to feel normal.

>

>