Broken heart and Synth....

March 28, 2003

OK...so sweet Fabian has a girlfriend I find out today from a co-worker that

knows him. SO, my heart is broken, at least till I steal him from her...he

he he....when I was getting my adjustment yesterday (oh what big hands you

have dr...) he was so cute....

For those of you who have been to chiropractors, you may know most have

tables that raise and lower automatically. He raised me up to get me to roll

on my side to crack my hip, and I went to hold on as he relowered the table,

and he put his hand on my HIP and said " Don't worry, I won;t let you fall.

You are only88 lbs, I could hold you with one hand " ...I said, " I bet you

could... " *grin* the receptionist (Bonnie who is the nicest lady, I will not

refer to HER as a Netod!) pointed at me through the window and said " Look at

her " and she was laughing because the window nearly came up to my chin...and

he says, " Yeah, I looked, she's a beautiful woman. " I called my friend last

night and was like " I am in love " she said, laughing, " No, Nanc, you are in

lust. " I said, " Close enough " .

He he he he made MY day. He probably flirts with everyone right? (Please say

no....)

Anyway, I don't have a headache today...go figure! So, whatever he is doing

he is doing it right. I still hurt, but Rome wasn't built in a day and I

could walk without being afraid I was going to fall today. I even spent the

WHOLE day at work!

So, here is my decision, and someone please comment on this:

My fT4 (fT3 is not back yet-probably monday) was 1.9. Sound hyper to you?

The lab says 2.0 as the range for the top, but most say 1.85. Anyway, I have

been having hyper symptoms...and since my TSH was 1.7, they wouldn't change

my meds...even though I have been sweating like a pig and been complaining

of rapid heart rate. I stopped Levoxyl for a week last monday to start again

at .025 on my own on monday. So, a week off and reinstate at a lower dose in

a week and see how it feels. I did not sweat very much yesterday or today,

and I have had a little indegestion with sluggish bowels (unlike me). I have

not, in 6 months, stabilized on the dosage. My tsh keeps going down and T4

keeps going up. unfortunately 2 months ago was my first T3, we will see what

it says on Monday. If you were feeling hyper, would you all do what I am

doing, or something like it? I don't bother with the docs, they can't help

me. I have to wait till may to see Dr Goldstein, so what else could I do?

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