Face difficulties/challenge ----go on with my value

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I recently face difficulties on my career. I decide to go on with my value and

develop a career more compatible to my talent, and I start a plan to move

towards it.

And I face challenge:

1. When I study, reading books I get tired, a few anxiety/some painful sensation

on my neck and head. and this keep my attention away from my book, and want to

find other thing to quick fix the pain.

I am reading psychology/spiritual book very easily, but professional book seems

not that easy, maybe I still don't get right feeling at beginning, I decide to

go one despite of these negative feeling, the more I read, It will getting easy

2. I have a tendency to quit on the face of challenge---One of my character

fault, a friend once said to me: " why you quit??? " and I quit a few times in my

early life, and the character keep me stock at work and at my life too. I decide

no matter what, I won't quit.

3.There are a lot of chatting in my mind, they seems to go to 2 direction, one

is go forward for my value and the other is holding back, I aware the endless

chatting and decide to go with positive one.

4. I change my career at 30s, and I did feel hard for doing this, However If I

don't change, the feeling of stock, not able to express my gifts. I maybe

unfulfilled for another 50 years, this including 25-30 years working life.

May God be with me! When face a mountain, encourage me not quit!

Just want to share