Re: freaking out slightly....more

[Guest guest]

Sorry to say this, Joanna, but it sounds like you need feedback from friends

at a local (MS?) support group? As a Mom myself, I suspect you're wrong

about your Mom... I assume you are on LDN? What dose are you at, and how's

the drug been helpful to you?

Rae

[low dose naltrexone] freaking out slightly....more

i just got off of the antibiotics that i was on for 12 days because i did

have an infection, which was the reason the tooth came out.

terrible pain. i am on low dose macrobid, from my urologist that i tqke a

couple times a week because i catheterize. i do not have a calm bone in my

body. i have had panic disorder my whole life and i had a program that i was

doing well working on, but i can't find it.

i really think my Boyfriend( of 6 years) hid it because he likes me

dependant on him. i started 2 new therapies in the past two weeks:

occupational,which was a wonderful experience and gave me hope, then

swallowing therapy, which scares the hell out of me.my Boyfriend made me a

desk that he promised me 3 years ago and he used a really strong stain and

varnish even though i asked him not to. i really do not have anybody here to

even be my friend. i am so scared i cannot move. i just keep hoping i die in

my sleep so i don't have to deal with any of this anymore. i want to beat

this disease, but i feel like i am fighting against everything in my life

and i have never felt so alone. my mom is afraid that she will have to take

care of me one day so she pays my boyfriend money behind my back hoping he

will deal with me. i'm sorry to write so much but i don't really have anyone

to talk to and it just comes out like this. i sincerely wish everyone a

happy holiday.

joanna

[Guest guest]

> Subject: [low dose naltrexone] freaking out slightly....more

>

> i just got off of the antibiotics that i was on for 12 days because i did

> have an infection, which was the reason the tooth came out.

> terrible pain. i am on low dose macrobid, from my urologist that i tqke a

> couple times a week because i catheterize. i do not have a calm bone in my

> body. i have had panic disorder my whole life and i had a program that i was

> doing well working on, but i can't find it.

> i really think my Boyfriend( of 6 years) hid it because he likes me

> dependant on him. i started 2 new therapies in the past two weeks:

> occupational,which was a wonderful experience and gave me hope, then

> swallowing therapy, which scares the hell out of me.my Boyfriend made me a

> desk that he promised me 3 years ago and he used a really strong stain and

> varnish even though i asked him not to. i really do not have anybody here to

> even be my friend. i am so scared i cannot move. i just keep hoping i die in

> my sleep so i don't have to deal with any of this anymore. i want to beat

> this disease, but i feel like i am fighting against everything in my life

> and i have never felt so alone. my mom is afraid that she will have to take

> care of me one day so she pays my boyfriend money behind my back hoping he

> will deal with me. i'm sorry to write so much but i don't really have anyone

> to talk to and it just comes out like this. i sincerely wish everyone a

> happy holiday.

>

> joanna

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Joanna,

No wonder LDN is failing you right now. An infection sends MS into a tizzy even

while on LDN, your symptoms will flair. LDN has much difficulty working to keep

symptoms from flairing when you are stressed and you sound very stressed. The

anesthetic you recently had didn't help matters either but you had to have that.

Accept the fact that right now your symptoms are going to flair until your

infection is gone and your stress level is down. If you've been on that much

antibiotics you are most likely eaten up with candida/yeast-overgrowth and that

makes MS symptoms flair terribly and you'll think you are progressing rapidly

downhill. I will post my candida thread for you in another post. Antibiotics

used alot or long term weakens the immune system and allows candida to grow like

wildfire. If you are on birth control pills candida thrives on that too.

First, to keep bladder infections under control without antibiotics go to

Wal-Mart and get you some cranberry capsules...DO NOT get cranberry juice as it

contains sugar and the sugar will give you a yeast infection.. Week 1---for

seven days...start with 4 cranberry capsules in the am, take the same amount at

noon and the same amount at night. Week 2----for 7 days...take 2 capsules in

am, 2 at noon and 2 in pm. Week 3 and continue this dose the rest of your

life...2 cranberry caps in am and 2 cranberry caps in pm.

I will be back with the candida post.

[Guest guest]

Hi Joanna, I'm sorry to butt in. I just wanted to say big hugs! Is

there a ms society you could call to find out if they have get

togethers in your area? The local hospital may be able to give you

info. It really helps to get support from others who understand. I

wish I lived close by :0(

Take Care and stay strong!

>

> i really do

> not have anybody here to even be my friend. i am so scared i cannot

> move. i just keep hoping i die in my sleep so i don't have to deal

> with any of this anymore. i want to beat this disease, but i feel

> like i am fighting against everything in my life and i have never

> felt so alone. my mom is afraid that she will have to take care of

> me one day so she pays my boyfriend money behind my back hoping he

> will deal with me. i'm sorry to write so much but i don't really

> have anyone to talk to and it just comes out like this. i sincerely

> wish everyone a happy holiday.

>

>