steroids

[Guest guest]

I was reading some of the post about steroids I have to say I have been on them

for 4 years now sometimes on high does I don't want to be on them but it's the

only med that works for me I can move but I have notice I am getting a lot of

infections one after anoter I just had a infection about 2 weeks ago and now I

have a bad bladder infection and I get so frustrated cause it will clear up and

get another one. people say drink water that's all I drink I can go through a

case of water in 2 days maybe three I don't get around anybody that is sick I'm

just tired of this disease I'm tired of people telling me I'm not sick and I'm

just tired of being tired the only person that understands what I'm going threw

is not up here all the time cause I know what he is going threw he has arthritic

in his whole body there another name he has for it but I can't think of it I

think it starts with an O his own wife don't understand what he is going threw I

know when he is

hurting bad he can't walk or move his fingers he will sit there and let me

vent, cry, gcream,whatever I have to do and I let him do the same he tell me

f***  it what other people are thinking you  know your body and do what it is

telling   you to do,like I said he a good friend and he is 11 years my senior so

he been around awhile good friends are hard to come by and I tell him all the

time how much I appreciate his friendship he has been there also when my soon to

be ex said he wanted to shoot me I would be shaking all night and he said we can

hide your car and you can sleep in the back bunk if I wanted to but I think I

fell asleep on his couch and he just left me there and did not wake me cause he

know I don't sleep but when i woke up I went over to my camper he heard me leave

and called me and asked If I was alright, now where can you find friends like

that.