Re: Benzo w/d: Headaches? / Tracers? / Sleep?

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if I move my head a

little "too fast" and say, I'm looking at some x-mas lights, hanging

in the house, then I see "tracers"... Similar to what I hear when a

person is just 'peaking' or 'reaching their high' on LSD. IT's not

just lights though...tracers found if my head stays still and I move

my hands... What the!?!?

Oh, Kev, it's the PAXHELL!!!! Which is little more than a hit of very bad Orange Sunshine! LOL

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Enjoy the tracers....they're

Yes, the tracers are better than the auditory or vusual hallucinations that I had, but never having dropped acid, I was totally unprepared for the LSD-like side effects that I had only heard about from friends who had tripped. I always call my paxhell experience a Hieronymous Bosch tableau of hell -- akin to Garden of Earthly Delights! LOL

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<<Anyone tell me, if possibly, headache (for almost 24 hours now,

intermittent) is part of the benzo w/d process?...

Also, not sure if this is a lingering/re-occuring " old " Paxil side

effect, or the freakin' benzo, but Ahh, Ummm, if I move my head a

little " too fast " and say, I'm looking at some x-mas lights, hanging

in the house, then I see " tracers " ... Similar to what I hear when a

person is just 'peaking' or 'reaching their high' on LSD. IT's not

just lights though...tracers found if my head stays still and I move

my hands... What the!?!? Oh well...

Anyone??? - Glitter, hadn't you've taken a ride on this Benzo train

before?

I don't recall seeing tracers when I went med free (from Benzo's)

over this previous summer. >>

***It's ALL withdrawal, Keven. Even if you start growing a second head or

something, it's probably still from the withdrawal. ly, I don't see

any great need to sort out whether it's from paxil w/d or benzo w/d....after

all, you're going through the same process with both.

Enjoy the tracers....they're really kinda cool. Way better than vomiting

and stuff, right?

<<I swear, someday, I WILL " feel " normal again...Whether it be a new

or different normal...I will accept it, I just want to heal. : (>>

***YES YOU WILL! And I have to say, that although I don't particularly like

the physical compromises contained in my new normal, I love the personal

growth that has come out of it all.

You're doing great. Your attitude is helping lots of folks here!

Kim