Missed you guys

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Hi all,

I've not been on much at all lately due to an epidemic around our town of what

was called Malware two weeks ago. It took some time for me to clear out my

computer and get it back up and running again. I THINK it's better now, lol. For

me, there's not much worse than computer and health problems at the same time.

I was having problems with depression and have gotten a handle on that with

medications being rearranged but I've been having other health issues that I'm

fearful may be Still's issues trying to come back. I'm not sitting here worrying

because that doesn't help but slowly my health is changing with certain things

of inflammation and weight/apatite and after having several years of so much

stress I am concerned that my disease may be acting up again. I'm in the process

of tests for the conditions I have going on but as we know, the testing does not

always diagnose symptoms when it's caused from inflammation of organs, etc. I've

lost 50 lbs since last September without trying and I have hardly any apatite

and I'm usually very good at handling pain but two Norco aren't even touching my

pain lately.

I'm sharing here because no one else understands. If you say you think about

your disease, they automatically think your sitting and stressing and going to

make it worse. But that's not the case. I am scared but it's not dictating my

life you know? Anyway, I'm just rambling now and really just wanted to fill you

all in on what's been my updates lately.

The summer is already going fast for me and I am already so excited about the

upcoming conference in September! There will be new people to meet this year and

I am always excited about that as well as long time loved ones.

So, I'm around if anyone needs or wants to visit. My thoughts are with you all

for health and peace.

Love,