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Thank you for all the welcomes. I cannot tell you how happy I am to have

found this. I'm so frustrated right now, but this might be the best

medicine for me. This thing has really depressed me. I'm so tired of

coughing. I can't breathe. I can't sleep. People are always saying to

me, " Sounds like you're coming down with some nasty bug. " They have no

idea. I just nod and say, " Yes, there must be something going around. "

My cough is so nasty. It's embarassing. Nobody gets it. Anyway, I called

my mom at work today because I was just so excited about this group. She

brought me flowers this afternoon to celebrate. I have a great mom -

great family too - very supportive. But nobody really gets it. Sometimes

I'd rather be dead than feel this crummy all the time. Right now I'm

taking Levaquin for 10 days. Cipro (750mg) didn't kill the pseudomonas

this time. This is my second round of Levaquin. I sure hope it works.

Doc also has me on four breathing treatments a day. He refuses to give

me any cough medicine even at night. Come on, just a little suppressant

won't hurt. I have a great relationship with him though, Dr.

. He saved my life when I was pregnant. Pseudomonas during a

pregnancy. No more babies after that. C-section was definitely a tough

one to get over. I've just recently come out of denial I guess. Now I'm

just pissed. I'm only 27 years old, and I wanted to have so many more

kids. At least one girl. I love my boys, but now I can't even try for a

girl. I have a darling niece though. She's a doll. Sorry about the

whining. Sure do feel better, though.

Maggie

PS

I'm from Corpus Christi, TX