Nasty Steve :)

January 18, 2002

In a message dated 1/18/02 7:54:03 AM, Loving-what-is writes:

<< i have a knack for causing trouble, and upsetting people.

it is a talent i can use consciously on command, or it is one that helps to

destroy environments i dont want to be in, but cant consciously extricate

myself from, or when i am resentful about some one or some situation and i

decide to hold my tongue, and then it slips out in many various taunting

little ways, and finally with people who i dont respect, or are critical in a

judgment about, and they are invading a space i feel protective of, i will

crawl under their skin, and make then itchy itchy itchy.

would you really like me to ply my craft here?

should i be your satan for you to over come and strengthen your spirit?

i will tell you true, you dont want to invite this on yourself, without full

need for it, in which case your subconscious will do the job for you, where

ever you are. >>

You said it. You can't visit anything upon me that I haven't already visited

upon myself. If I think you are nasty, annoying, itchy, or Satan, I'd better

look inside and find all that stuff within me, and believe me, I don't have

to look too deeply.

I love your honesty, your humor, your generosity, and your willingness to

share stuff off-topic whether the rest of us like it or not. I got a lot of

charge off your recent Kabbalah posting which honestly annoyed me at first,

then I laughed to myself at my rigidity even as I scrolled down the digest to

avoid it.

There was a whole thing at the Cleanse about a guy who resented his father's

interest in Rush Limbaugh. suggested listening to Rush... " He could be

right! " Not that I equate you to Rush, Steve, but...you get my drift I hope.

Simply put: I should listen. I annoy me.

Love,

Carol S.

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